bottle of hope

2008-02-14T15:50:00.002+08:00

AHA! Its finally done! endorphineffects.blogspot.com ! Please relink/link me if you have the time/blog. And happy valentines day to all :D

2008-01-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

All those who have requested to be linked, have been linked, just not here. That is because Cassandra is terribly busy and terribly inefficient, and so she has not picked a new url for the nice new blogskin which is simply sitting there and waiting for her. Yippee.

And now, a multitude of logarithms are waiting for her. Oh the joy.

2008-01-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Yay! Its been decided! I shall have a new blog url and skin! The skin is courtesy of the wonderfully talented VERON! And the url is undecided. Shall post the new url as soon as im done with the new skin's coding and stuff, and have settled on a nice url.

Studying in the library [school library] is distracting. There are people around like Carmina and Sylvia around to distract you and make you laugh when you're trying to focus on your physics homework, which is the magnitude units of the moon or something like that. Which is obviously important. More important than laughing at Sylvia adding werid actions to her bio homework, which looks mysteriously like sotongs more than red bloodcells carrying oxygen to other parts of your body.

More important than getting irritated at Carmina for wanting to say "lame things" but not saying them at last, more important than listening to Sylvia's relatively werid version of what seemed to be Beauty and the Beast. But wait, that was after the study session... No matter.

More homework waiting, a never ending pile. Whee. Sec three life is fun.

2008-01-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

I know for some of you guys who actually still look at my blog from time to time [I apprecieate it. Really!], that this page take forever to load, or it doesn't load properly, probably due to the large amount of pictures and photos I love to upload. My sincere apologies, but I still love photos, so live with it if possible. Thanks (:

Belated camp photos! The ones on anderson portal of three-three are mostly the ones of water activities though. But I shall make do with what we have.

Water confidence, part ONE! No, we're [3/3 group one] not the ones on the raft, nor the ones on the shore. We're the ones in the water, in a linked circle, lying back and kicking our feet around :3

Water confidence, part TWO. Yes, we're still in the water having fun.

Yes I know its hard to see because of the size [I'm still not very sure if this is 3/3. Let's all assume, for my sake, that it is, okay?], but we're on our kayaks, doing the stand-up-game. One row stands up, the other links hands to make sure its steady. Scary but fun (:

Wrong order I know, but anyway. Group one of 3/3, and their wonderfully floating raft! :D Credits to Olivia for tying such nice, tight knots, under pressure (;

That's all for now. Loving school again.
Even the homework, especially the class (:

2008-01-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Camp was FUN! Three days and two nights were tiring, but still super fun aha. We went kayaking, water confidence, rafting, zipline, CRC, campfire, and stuff like that. And sleeping and eating and bathing obviously.

The zipline was scary. Its like jumping off a three-story building, just that there's the harness/dumbell thingie which keeps you generally safe. But still scary. Once you jump off, its really really fun though. Exhilarating too.

Kayaking/water confidence was done in a group, which was your class. That was really fun too. For the water confidence part, you stand in a line with other people, link hands, and walk into the water. As if you wish to drown yourself. But you havePFDs [Personal Floatation Devices], you don't really sink, you really do float. We did it twice, once for the kayaking, once for the rafting. The one for the rafting was fun aha. We linked in a circle and played around in the water. That was before I remembered that there was puke in the water though...
Then there was the kayaking. It was in pairs, so I went with minying. Water kayaking was hard. And tiring. But still fun :D We were forced to stand up and sing twinkle twinkle little stars on the kayaks, holding hands. A very shaky experience.

The campsite was really really really noisy. Not just because of the people there [us, plus the trainers and teachers], but because it was right next to Changi Airport. And I mean RIGHT NEXT. Every twenty minutes or so [yes we timed it], one plane would fly right over the campsite, creating a hell of a lot of noise. We found out that SIA's planes were the noisiest, which was pretty bad for us, considering the fact that majority of the planes which passed by the campsite were SIA planes. Which also posed as a problem at night, when there were more planes.

I have a theory that the silver stuff on the roof of the dormatories are actually amplifiers. Its either that, or planes create a whole lot more noise in the night, and the noise seems prolonged, which is obviously worse. Not to mention that the first night was really really really cold, since it rained at what, 2am or so? It was very literally, spine-chillingly cold. And to balence it out, the following night was pretty warm. So it evens out I guess.

No matter how cold, wet, warm, tiring, disgusting, scary, or sea-sick, camp was still fun :3

2008-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 2008 ^^

2007-12-24T10:51:00.000+08:00

I'm quite bored of this blogskin and url. Maybe I should go blogskin hunting again...

2007-12-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

I'm going for my vacation in...4 hours or so's time [but we have to leave in...1 hour?]! Don't expect any tags to be replied to before then. Missing everyone already (:

2007-12-12T13:50:00.000+08:00

Its Carmina The Bored's fault.

THE PERSON[s] WHO TAG-GED YOU IS
Carmina. Who [ironically] was the one I tagged.

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER / THEM
She's an exceptionally good artist.
Adores the colour white and doesn't want to share it with anyone else >.>"
Loves her hair to bits. Doesn't like it to be wet.
Likes soup.
Has illusions of herself being fat, when its the total opposite.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
I have no idea. Whatsoever. Maybe it was when she forced me into a dress.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE SAID TO YOU
No idea as well? I liked the two stories she told me though. The super egg one, and the Fred and December one. Hahaha. Crashing a wedding naked. Ahah.

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
Freak out. Completely.

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
She finally couldn't stand me and my idiocy anymore :)

2007-12-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Eh okay. This is...odd...But I have to this quiz six times technically. However, as most of you know, Cassandra is LAZY! So she'll combine all of the six into one. Mwahaha.

Sabo'er[s]: veron, tako, yujia, squishy, kookies, jag.

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
5. Zooclub as a real family, or something close to that.
4. Better grades and academic results.
3. A new pair of glasses perhaps?
2. More friends!
1. More books!!
[not arranged in order of preference or anything.]

THE PERSON[s] WHO TAG-GED YOU IS
veron, tako, yujia, squishy, kookies & jag.

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER / THEM
VERON!:
- Very artistically talented.
- Sadako-chan
- Glomps a lot.
- Sheepy.
- Squishy :E

TAKO!:
- Gunbound!
- Green
- Takoyaki :3
- Photoshop PRO.
- Popcorn!

YUJIA!:
- Smart. Very smart.
- Cute!
- Fish house aha
- Mathematics...
- Good friend :3

SQUISHY!:
- Also very graphically talented x.x
- Artistic
- Nice guy :D
- Zooclubber
- Veron :E

KOOKIES!:
- Chipless!
- Another graphically talented soul.
- Anime-fan!
- Polar bear heehee.
- Super friendly :D

JAG!:
- Transparent.
- anonymous >.>"
- A gas.
- Very evil.
- Neither female of male.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
They've all done A LOT for me. Including relieving me of boredom :D

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE SAID TO YOU
- pokes above answer-

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
For veron, tako, Jag, yujia and kookies, they're female, and none of us are yuri [lesbians], so it won't work. Well, for the yuri thing, veron is an exception... (: For squishy, -cough- someone will be angry at me :3

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
All: I don't want to become enemies with them...And I probably won't know the reasons.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:

1. Carmina [SEE! FIRST NAME! happy now?]
2. Yujia
3. Zhixin
4. Sylvia
5. Rae
6. gas-san.
7. Veron
8. Georgia
9. Squishy
10. Arz

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
#9! [Squishy]

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
#7! [Veron]

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
hahaha. Carmina and Squishy. They don't know each other.

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Eeh. No. They're both female.

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Studying? No classes, and exams are over...

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
Yesterday night. Mass convo.

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Sylvia? I don't think so.

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Hm. I don't think so.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Never. I don't do yuri.

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
She’s older than me. T.T

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
One older sister.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?
Both in Anderson. Zhixin in class, Sylvia in Drama.

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Singapore? HDB I assume?

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
Anderson. 1/5-2/5 :D

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
ahaha. I wouldn't know.

2007-12-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

Two rather big events lately. The 2/5 gathering at Mrs Chua's house, and the second drama chalet! :D Due to the chronological order of the events, the 2/5 gathering shall come first!

In the morning I met with Minying and zhixin to go to Pasir Ris MRT together. Then we met with other people, and we went to mrs chua's house! Mrs Chua's house has a lot of pools. And I mean a lot. But anyway. We played pass the parcle [in reverse. Usually the person who has the parcle when the music stops gets a prize, but this time, the one who gets the parcle has to do a forefeit. But still, it was fun aha]. Very very messy. Sticky gel-stuff got onto the tennis court.

Lunch time! We had fried rice, fried bee hoon, curry, fishballs, hotdogs, soft-drinks, cookies, courtesy of Angie and Adeline [They were super nice! The cookies I mean. But Angie and Adeline are nice too ahah.], and...I think that's it. Heh. I think we played captain's ball in the tennis court after that. Yeah. I think.

We played it over the net, which was quite fun actually. Troublesome sometimes, but still fun. Cause you could watch what was happening on the other side of the court once you were done with buisness on your side :D The game ended. I think the other team won. But we didn't really bother keeping score, so I guess it doesn't matter.

Then...um...oh. We hung around, helping Brindha with her exceptionally large blister [hope you're feeling better ^^], then we went into the knee-deep pool. Okay fine, BABY POOL. TODDLER POOL. And we got splashed a lot by Tenghong and Lucas throwing the ball in the pool, creating pretty large splashes for a soccer ball. But it was fun, as usual :D

After that, some of us went to Pasir Ris park! We took a bus, then walked in, through some swampy/forest looking areas. But still paved, so safe nevertheless. We got to the bicycle rental place, and got one bike each, except for zhixin who walked. We cycled all over the park, to the beach first. The beach was pretty disgusting though. Dead fish was on the sand, and a lot of other debris. Euw.

After that, we cycled around more, and finally, went to the PLAYGROUND! YAY! xD I haven't gone to a playground for a LONG time, so please try and understand my enthusiasm ehe... Pasir Ris' playground is big... We played on the slides up a man-made hill, then we played on this werid spinning disk thing. It was slanted, so due to gravity and such, if you sat on it with other people [in balanced intervals], the thing would keep spinning and spinning and spinning and...you get the point.

Then everyone rushed back, and went for the long walk back to the chalet. When we finally got back, the BBQ was already started, and everyone stole a bit of food here and there to eat aha. The chefs kept cooking, and we kinda felt guilty, but they said they were enjoying it...so...okay then o.o

After the main BBQ was the super super nice part of MELTED MARSHMELLOWS. Words cannot describe how nice melted marshmallows are, on a stick, warm from the fire. Words also cannot describe how messy I got by the time I was finished with them. I'm sure Yujia and Zhixin have a pretty good idea though... ^^;;

After collecting our bags, cleaning up, and getting calls from parents interrupted by Zhixin and yujia ["CASSANDRA DON'T SMOKE!"] and minying ["hey baby" -.-], we went home. I took 88 with Yujia, Zhixin, Minying, SiYing, Jerrica, Solomone, and Arvind. I think. Sorry if I missed anyone's name out. Then...yeah. Just went home. End!

Uh, I'll post about the second drama chalet another time. -Puts the stamp of procrastination on post-

2007-12-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
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March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
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April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
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May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
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July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
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August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
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September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
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October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
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November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
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December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you aresensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper. You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are.

Heehee. Mine sounds pretty unaccurate though...

Off to meet my fate

2007-12-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

I feel messed. And its not even my problem, technically.
This is bad.

2007-12-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

Story time!

Once upon a time, there was a group of friends. Let's call them A, B, C, D, E and F. And X. But we'll deal with X later.
I'm a bit lazy tonight, so I'll put everything in single sentences. By reading the below sentences, you agree not to question me, or anyone else about the true identities of A, B, C, D, E, F, and X. Suggestions to what they should do are apprecieated, flames will be deleted, if via shoutbox. If you choose to read the below story, and do NOT obey my little rules, I WILL send a group of soul-devouring bunnies to haunt you in your dreams tonight, and every other night.

- A likes B.
- A is not telling B, because B just broke up with C reccently.
- A and C are good friends.
- D likes C.
- D has not told C, because C just broke up with B reccently.
- D and B are also good friends.
- Actually, lets assume that A, B, C, D, E and F are all friends okay?
- F likes E.
- F has not told E, for unknown reasons.
- E likes X.
- A, B, C, D and F all don't know X, and vice versa.

Do not question why I posted this. I just felt like it, and so I did. So there. The ending of this is still unkown. Maybe I'll post the ending. Maybe I won't.

Oh yes. ATC camp! :D It was super fun hahaha. More fun than last year! I would upload the pictures, but then people would complain that the my blog's page takes eons to upload, which it actually already does, due to the amount of pictures i upload onto my blog. Ehe ^^;;
So I'll upload them later, or another time.
Yes I am the queen of procrastination :D -puts on crown-

I know more than I actually let on.

2007-11-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

Yay to my gross neglection of my blog :D Its not like I have anything to post anyway, cooped up at home, nothing much to do. The only fun thing reccently was the chalet. And I can't post the pictures of the chalet anyway [don't ask]. If not for the guilt of ignoring veron's quiz which she sabo'ed me to do, this blog would still be half dead.

Q: NAME A FREND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'
A: Umm... Sandra!

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
A: Let's see... Sylvia!

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: Carmina saying that the dance thing has been scratched?

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Um, sometimes...

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: Nope! Straight hair :D

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: None? Never went to one before.

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: Too many to mention. Lots of people I know are cool!

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: Yeah, um, but. I bet there's more though.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: Rice for dinner I guess.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: MSN is okay right? Telling Sylvia thanks for helping to do the powerpoint part of the puppetry thing then.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: Obviously. I don't think anyone would say no in this time and age.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
A: Never even heard of it.

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: That's freaking cruel. NO!

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Dunno. How would a fourteen year old know! Unless its an arranged marriage in her/his future...

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
A: To my mom when she came back from Shanghai?

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: Nothing really... oh. Typing that last part of the ATC inventory :X

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Eh yes. Quite a lot. Some more unplesant than others.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: No. Lust at first sight yes.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: The person who owns this blog.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: Hell yes.

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: If you're talking about cleaning my room, then no.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: Never tried before.

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A: Uh, if you're talking about real sleep, then at the chalet at costa sands resort.

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: No car, no need for gas. If that's the sort of gas you're talking about.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: Haven't seen any movies in the last two weeks sadly.

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
A: Myself.

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: Yeah. Interesting way of trying to get attention.

LAST
1) person you saw: My grandma (:
2) talked to on the phone: Uh...Praveena. This morning I think.
3) hugged: real hugs...my mom. virtual hugs...veron I think xD
4) person you texted: zhixin?

TODAY
1) date: 20th November 2007
2) plans: Nothing much. Almost the end of the day after all. Sleep, chat on msn, talk to zooclub friends maybe?
3) dislikes about tomorrow: Nothing? Another free-ish day.

CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: Not really. Unless you count my friends who I haven't seen in a while
2) mood: Neutral? Not particularly happy, not sad either.

TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: False to the point of no return. Mornings SUCK.
I am a perfectionist: When its something important to me.
I am an only child: True :/
I am currently in my pajamas: sort-of-true?
I am online 24/7: nah.
I am very shy around the oppsite gender: pretty true.
I can be paranoid: Yeah, but not now.
I currently regret something that I have done: not reccently?
I enjoy talking on the phone: Depends on who's on the other end.
I have a lot to learn: very true.
I have a secret: who doesn't?

5 person to do this:
Yujia, Zhixin, Sylvia, Tako, and whoever else wants to do it.

2007-11-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Yes yujia, I KNOW I'm late doing this. So don't nag me anymore.

1) The person who tagged you:
Yujia. Tan Yu Jia.

2) Your relationship with him/her:
Classmates, friends. Good friends :D

3) 5 impressions of him/her:
Smart. VERY VERY SMART. Usually quiet, but can go crazy sometimes xD Blur maybe? Oh, and cute! very cute aha :D last one... nice? So boring [the last adjetive I mean], but nevermind xD

4) Most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Ehh...I think a lot leh xD Uhm...she always listens when I need to rant or tell something important. THANKYOU.

5) Most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
Dunno o.o Seriously!

6) If he/she becomes your lover you will...
Not possible. Neither of us yuri :D

7) If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on:
-points to above answer-

8) If he/she becomes your enemy you will...
Be kind of sad? Angry? It wouldn't be too plesant to lose such a good friend :/

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
Cause she stabbed me in the back? Did something totally unforgivable?

10) The thing you want to do for him/her right now...
Tell her that I finally did the quiz, and she can stop pestering me to do it already :D

11) Your overall impression of him/her is...
Awesome friend. Gonna miss her next year.

Okay! Tag replies! I let too many pile up again ^^;;

JASMINE(:: hellos seniors! relink (:
Okay, relinked! :D

ciciciciciiii: hi... pls link miie... can i link you??? Thxn for tagging miie... i feel so honoured ... continue to ouran.... yah....
haha okay! Ouran high school rocks! XD

Adeline: RELINK PLEASE! thanks[: HAPPY HOLS!
Relinked! Happy hols to you too ^^

Carmina: hello, Tirany
I do have an english name you know.

sylvia: it's been a long time since you blogged considering your last post was EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. too official i guess? ;D
haha yeahh. Getting LAZY! XD

tako: link me ;D + hellos ;D tagged back . update leh :X xD + *passes happy pill* you very sad meh ? :X lols
Linked, and updated! haha. You can never be TOO happy :D

xf: HELLO ELOK! heh, im continuing with drama next year!!!!! (:
YAY. So am I! :D

That's it for now. Two blog posts in one day should be enough to compensate for my inactivity ;D

2007-11-07T14:01:00.000+08:00

I know I'm exceptionally late with this post, and also exceptionally lazy at keeping my blog alive. But yeah, better late then never. Right...?

Anyways! More on point, this post is about the last couple of days in school. The last remaining days in 2/5 '07, 'cause we're going through streaming, and we'll be in different classes next year, which is sad :/ The last few days had arts fest, be yourself day, and um, that last day. Nothing much on that last day, except for photo taking, and just...being sad. Which is kind of sad, if you get what I mean. But I didn't get to be around for those last few moments, seeing as the drama students had to go out to watch the play and NIE playhouse again. Not bad, just a little confusing. But I'm getting out of point here again.

Sometimes words just don't do, so lets have pictures do most of the talking. I thank god for the camera function in my handphone (:
Arts fest photos first!

Bird's eye view of Poetry In Motion. It was pretty good :D

Poetry In Motion again. Taken from the art room corridoor.

The awesome break-proof box that the crew made. Survived three or more droppings, all from fifth floor to the first.

Final scene of the cluedo mystery, proudly put up by ATC :D

Cleaning up the set. Looks pretty nice doesnt it? :DD

Dance elite competition. Three teams, and a lot of spectators.

Slightly clearer shot of all the spectators.

That's about it for the arts fest pictures. Now for pictures of 2507 :)
Class first, classmates later xD

The notice board, filled with certs of achievement from our two years together as a class :D Photos as well.

Front notice board, decorations from Racial harmony day, done by Brindha, Indu, and other people :D

The nice wind-thingie-thingie which has been hanging from the door for a super long time, and is still standing!

Our super nice class flag made for Sports Carnival, and has been hanging from the back notice board ever since. It says Bewitching Two 5 by the way.

Class photos now :D

2507! :D

All the guys, and mrs chua of 2507!

All the girls, and again, mrs Chua of 2507!

Okay, thats it for all the pictures.
I'm really really gonna miss 2507...

2007-10-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

YAY. EVERYONE REJOICE! EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! :D

Home economics paper today, and now its OVER! All that mugging, revising, burning-of-the-midnight-oils or anything of the sort! Words cannot express my happiness aha!

Today was fun! The home econs paper was super easy, and super fast [45mins] so we left the school at 9.30am+, cause we helped mrs chua film some maths lesson thing, then some of us stayed back for some interview-y thing. But it was all over by 9.30, so me and zhixin went to bishan library, leaving michelle for her "gai gai" LOL.

Bishan library is always nice. So...glass-y and new and clean and quiet aha. Its a nice place to come to read. Just that the nice spots are always taken...anyway! We camped there for like, 2hours, reading and deciding what to borrow. Two hours of bliss haha!

Then we went for lunch and stuff, then went home, played computer, I taught her how to do streaming on flatcast, helped yujia with her pokemon, [she lost her kadabra for buterfree!!! WHAT SORT OF LOGIC IS THAT?] looked around in audi, then she had to go at 5.20pm. Technically speaking, zx had to leave at 5pm, but we kinda lost track of time. ehe ^^;; oh well.

It was a nice day. And the end of a really bad, tiring and stressful period. Thank god its already over (: Its the start of a 6 day holiday WOOHOO! I'm gonna lie in and slack, no matter what anyone says aha. But on the other hand, its gonna be slightly boring I guess :/ No school, no friends around for 6 days. Imagine what I'd be like during the December holidays LOL.

how can someone be so freaking conflicted...?!

2007-09-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

This is an awfully sad way to use my 100th post...but anyway.
My own favourite, deeply cherished laptop has either gotten a very bad virus, or a hard disk crash, and its so bad, that I cant even turn it on properly. Blue screen of death thing >_>"
Therefore, I shall be on hiatus fo a while and will not come on msn or tend to this blog. Just in case anyone wanted to know.

status from now till further notice:

ON HIATUS.

I would so love to kill you. now.

2007-09-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

99th post aha... (:

School's reopened. Both a good and a bad thing i guess. No more sleeping late, but then again, i get to see my friends again (: today was okay i guess. same as a regular schooling day :/ and there was drama after school! i like mondays because of the drama classes aha. we played the mafia&citizens game. it was funnnn! :D then class ended early, and next week we're gonna watch "EXIT". sounds pretty good. at least i hope its gonna be better than agamenon [sp].

its already term four...seems super fast doesn't it? another year almost-over....then soon we're gonna be seniors aha xD i couldnt imagine it though...

but first: EOYs. sigh. wish everyone happy revising ._."

so many things i want to say, yet i just cant.

2007-08-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

i know that if i procrastinate, i will never actually come and post this, so i might as well do it now, right?

today was teacher's day! the school concert and aces day thing was fun, but this isnt what im here to post about. kind of ironic isnt it...its teacher's day, and what im here to post about isnt really related to teacher's day celebrations in school or something. hm. anyway.

after school was released and stuff, i went to take a bus to OLGC. alone. erica decided not to go...at the last minute -.- so i took 159, and bumped into praveena and aruna [sorry if i spelled your name wrong] and we all took 159 together :D much nicer than taking the bus alone hahah.
then i walked allllll the way into OLCG's campus [its literally EMBEDDED in landed housing estates...], and finally got to the school. all the students and the teachers were still having assembly and a concert and stuff, so me and geo [who i 'found' there XD] went up to the hall to see the teachers.

we some of the P4/5 students doing this skit, with the still-too-loud-mics that we used two or three years ago ahaha! some things never change :) then we said hi to almost all the teachers [or at least those we remember] and almost all of them remebered us! so amazing right? as a teacher, you're going to have so so so many batches of kids going in and out of the school, but our teachers [some who taught us in P2!! thats like SIX years ago!] still remembered us! that was really really nice :D

then we went to explore the school, and it turns out they have so many more nice facilities, like a prayer room, a MUCH nicer library, dance studio etc. then when we were walking around, we saw 杨老师 there! i have this feeling she's almost at her retirement age, but she's still looking strong and everything o.o still going around the school bringing the students to get their bag or something aha. still the same 杨老师 i guess :D we went to talk to her about school and stuff, and she told us that there was going to be a year end dinner thing in school! so we can come and have fun haha :DD

we went to look around the school some more, and we saw the garden of peace again. doesnt look half as nice as the old one though :/ this one looks awfully...concrete? ._<>
garden of peace, so its HAS to be nice right?! XD

then we went to look at the rest of the school, which unfortunatly, is also very...uh...white. like a mental institution, and nothing like our past OLGC. how sad.

then we went back to the garden of peace to wait for Sandra and xinfeng. by the time they came, it was already 1+ actually.... and sandra sprained her ankle while playing netball, so she was using crutches. and i have to say, that she is the FASTEST person on crutches i have ever seen in my life. seriously fast. me and xinfeng went to drink water while sandra and geo went to the swing, and while we were at the right of the court, sandra was already 3/4 there. scary XD

so we went to play on the swing, one of the only parts of the new school i like, its a blue garden swing, the sort that's made of metal. the only problem is that its placed in a place that has a whole lot of sun, so the metal is hot...and when you sit there its hot as well... but its a small price to pay for fun right? :)

geo and sandra!

xf and me XD

then at last, the security guards chased us out of the school grounds, cause according to them, all the teachers were leaving for lunch, and so we had to get out of there by 1.45pm. weird rules. but jien, connie and marie werent there yet, so we decided to meet them at J8 for lunch. due to Sandra's current physical condition, we decided to take a cab. we were going to give up hailing one, cause there were really really few cabs going past, and they were all busy. then just as sandra was saying that we should walk instead, a cab came! sandra has magical word powers ahaha :D

hahah 2-5! :D xf is in 2/5 too, just a different school. she takes drama too! :DD

then we finally got there and went to the food court where we found jien and connie! we went in, found a table large enough for seven, then went to eat. but marie didnt come yet. at last a lot of people ended up eating pepper lunch, one of my favourites hahah :D of course, at last, marie did come, then we acted like we didnt know her LOL.

my, jien, connie and xf's food!

marie and a very-interested-in-the-speed-of-ice-melting-on-a-hotplate-sandra haha

then everyone realised it was sandra's birthday and so xf and connie "went to the toilet" [aka, go buy her present XD] and me, jien, marie and geo BOMBARDED sandra with jokes. all jokes. racist ones, lame ones, half-forgotten ones haha. at one time, sandra laughed so hard, she fell sideways onto the chair beside her hahahahah! then marie left to "the toilet" too. and we continued to tell sandra jokes.

after a LONG time, they finally came back. xf covered sandra's eyes and they gave her her present and card. no wonder they took so long hahah. they were doing the card. but everything turned out nice, cause sandra liked the present and stuff XD [prince of tennis puzzle and a poopy key chain] then we asked this nice lady at the other table to take a photo of us! :D

top: me, xinfeng, constance, marie
bottom: georgia, sandra, jiennee
:)

then everyone went to popular according to sandra's request, and me and jien found that we have a similar interest:

TOUCH-AND-FEEL BOOKS! :D

the kiddy sort with big letters, thick pages, flaps, fabric handles, squeeky bits, buttons, basket-material and stuff like that. we sat on the floor and grabbed all those kiddy books hahahaha!

we have a deprived childhood LOL. or maybe thats what everyone else who saw us were thinking hahahahaha!

after that, we went to get bubble tea! i got chocolate, cause thats what i always get from opposite ANDESS, but this time, this chocolate bubble tea was DISGUSTING. so very very very very disgusting. everyone [after trying] agreed ._. oh well. i still finished it anyway XD

then at last, everyone had to go home [it was 4+ already] and so jien and xf went to take the MRT, geo went to take the bus, me, connie, sandra and marie went to the interchange to take a bus. halfway through the walk to the queue for buses 53/54/56/58, we saw a 53 go past [the bus that marie was going to take] then sandra was like, "MARIE! 53!!!!" then marie ran all the way to the edge of the other side of the interchange, when we saw the 53 turn into the rest area instead ahahahahah!

then at last everyone went home :)

2007-08-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be finishing up the stupid assignment 19...but i rarely have the urge to blog, which i have now, so i shall take a break and blog :D

arts fest is coming soon! which means that ATC sessions are mostly dedicated to arts fest preperation, which isnt that bad really. we get to do more hands on stuff which is fun heh. we split into the different levels this time [sec1, 2, 3] to do the little play thing. the sec ones had fractured fairytale [or something like that], the sec threes had this cluedo-game scenario, and we, the sec twos, were left with nothing, cause miss lee had no more ideas. so we did the same thing we did in o level drama for our assessment, we were given some elements [characters, object, place] and we were to make a piece out of it. sounds quite okay right? not when the elements were Magician, Masked Man, Dancer, Toilet Cleaner, Crab [originally a character, but at last it was used as an object. its not like we had any choice xD], Spectacles and Prison.

we had one hour to prepare the whole thing, and yet we spent 40 minutes discussing the whole thing [which was pretty tough, considering the stuff we were given really...], about 10 minutes for rehearsel, and 5minutes for un-related events and talking :P but considering the circumstances, our play was pretty darn good! hehe x)

our story was about these criminals being interrogated [Magician, Masked Man, Dancer and Toilet Cleaner] for the crimes they committed, and each crime was a small flashback.

the Toilet cleaner poisoned a ambassador's chili crab accidentally, with bleach. hahahahaha :D then at the end he was like, oh my god. i didnt know bleach was POISONOUS. ahahahah. then he dragged the corpse off stage.

the dancer had "stabbed" a clubber when he was performing, and killed her. he was doing a knife/dagger dance [o.o] and his palm got sweaty and the dagger slipped, and stabbed this innocent clubber hahah. then the toilet cleaner came again and dragged that corpse out too.

then came the masked man. who had no mask [no props at that point in time], but instead used hair to cover the face haha. then she was playing catch with another girl at the MRT station, and pushed another lady down the tracks, and she got run over by the MRT. that was funny. not the she-died part, but the the-mrt-was-just-three-people-playing-choo-choo-train-and-they-just-stepped-over-her-part. hahahahahahahahah :D then the toilet cleaner came yet AGAIN to drag the corpse out. weird.

then it was the magician. the DRUNK magician. she killed a girl at one of the magic shows. DROWNED the girl. all because she had the wrong keys. pfft. blur :P then the cleaner came to drag her off again, and he said : now a days ah, dont know what young people do. WHOLE body wet. there's a hidden message in there aha XD

it was FUN! and at last the people got out of the prison anyway. pole dancing ahah. then we watched the sec one's piece, and the sec three's piece, which were both great too! :D the sec three's piece was pretty nice. at last it was the maid who killed mr. x haha. poisoned his tea.

after that it was already really late, so me and praveena went home. its nice to have someone to take 159 with me heh. she was nice enough to share her chocolaty biscuits too :D praveena's funny. she licks out the chocolate container part of the biscuit box. ahaha.

you're so...different.

2007-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

aah. tired. thank god all tests will end this week. YAY. but that means two/three tests tomorrow. darn.

yesterday was our napfa five items! technically it was four items, cause we couldnt run the shuttle run because it was raining. we almost had to run infront of the bathrooms-between the cca-rooms there. less friction. bad ): anyway we didnt run at last, and we ran today xD i missed A by 0.1 seconds ._. ah well. 11.6secs isnt THAT bad i guess... standing broad jump missed A by 4cm. rawr.

all the tests are already over [WOOHOO!] except for english, literature, chinese and maybe Home Ec. which i doubt, but still. oh and there's drama assessment next week. but its improv, so i guess no actual preperation is really needed. better safe than sorry though. oh and Agamenmon is this saturday. all O level drama people this time round. i hope the show is nice :)

its already near the end of term 3...which means its time for year ends. which means the year is coming to a close SUPER soon...which means december holidays are coming! but it also means streaming ._. as in, put-you-in-very-different-classes-according-to-your-standardised-test's-grades-which-arent-always-accurate streaming. which also means choosing subject combinations...hm. at least i pretty much decided on what i want already. i just hope i can get the combination i want =x

chinese history test tomorrow. english too. and lit. i better sleep early...

once bitten, twice shy.
im tired of fighting.

the human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand.

2007-08-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

today after o level drama, me, carmina and jerald went to opposite's playground to play marco polo. then after three + rounds of it, when i was getting ready to find them, then this pretty old Indian guy came up to me and started to say something which was incomprehensable at that point of time. so i looked at carmina and jerald blankly, and they came over. then that old guy moved towards [at a pretty slow pace really...] the metal sign board at the front of the playground. the one that had "playground rules" on them. he pointed towards the first line, which happened to be:

This playground was designed for the enjoyment of children of 4 to 12 years old

THE GUY WAS TRYING TO REINFORCE A STUPID AGE LIMIT. he was trying to imply that we were too old to be playing on this playground. pfft.

i heard the words "you're not 12", "not obeying the rules" and something along the lines of "please get off the playground equipment".

HE WAS TRYING TO CHASE US OUT OF THE PLAYGROUND. it wasnt HIS anyway -_-" but to keep the school name [which we probably already damaged LOL], we left. of course, we left with jerald and me saying a lot of what-the-hell-s.

facinating. the first time i ever saw someone actually telling someone else, to get off the playground. granted, the guy had a "valid reason", but HELLO, there are zillions and zillions of other people, some which are andersonians, who come to this playground everyday to sit and chat or play! you cant chase us all out. call the HDB, see what they do. pfft.

2007-08-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay....

there's this girl you see,and her daddy went to America for some school thing for two months, and he's coming back this monday, and she's really happy.

then a while ago, this girl went into her mom's room, and she saw her mom sending her dad an sms, and the girl, out of pure curiosity, asked her mom why she was sending her dad an sms, right when her daddy was going to board the plane and stuff. the girl's mom said that she had just watched the news, and it said something about NewYork having some kind of terrorist alert.

then the girl got really worried. then she remembered this thing about the 911. then she got even more worried. then her mom said not to worry, cause its just an alert, and the police did all the checks and said that its pretty safe.

but then again, adults arent always right. no one is.

so the girl goes back into her room, sits in her old computer chair and goes to her laptop. then she tries not to think about the things that could be happening, and more on present situations which she could affect. so she went to print out her maths, check her school's website for drama and art homework, and discussed with her two friends about an art project. then suddenly, they go very very quiet....which leads her to think about things which arent supposed to be thought about.

then she decides that her friends wouldnt mind if she went quiet for a while too, and went to blog. the girl decides to sleep on it. she really hopes for the best. i know.

2007-08-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh!
only 25 minutes left!!
so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

42 years old already...not bad for a little red dot aha.
the national day parade was just as nice as every other year :D this time its at marina bay...so there were boats and stuff. so cool how they can do all those different stunts in the water... and i can see fireworks from my house! only the really tall and big ones though. i like the yellowy-golden ones aha.

besides being more TIRED these days, i realised that so many more people are either:
a. depressed
b. emo
c. all of the above.

why? what is it in sec2 that makes people so...different [no, to those taking sec2 o level drama, i DIDNT copy that intentionally, it just came into my head]. and yet the same. hm.
thats something to consider...
for someone/something to be different...yet still the same. somewhere. hm.

2007-08-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

-inhale-

okay! i shall be proud of my cca and post election results :D

President of Anderson Theatre Circle: Afiqa

Vice president of Anderson Theatre Circle: Aliya

Secretary of Anderson Theatre Circle: Afiqah

Logistics Manager of Anderson Theatre Circle: Salmah

Upper Sec Coordinator: Bryan

Lower Sec Coordinator: Carmina

congrats to everyone who got a post they wanted/deserved/used to have. continue to work hard for the whole of ATC okay? make ATC even better ^^

friday was the DSA trials for future-prospective ATC-ians! 9 out of 10 candidates came. it was super fun la haha. played the chair game, the underwater thingie and a few other games. some of the candidates were super talented! hope they make it into ATC next year :D

next week will be a super short week! only monday and tuesday for classes muahaha! wednesday will be national day celebrations i think. this year 2/5 is gonna wear something so different from last year! i hope we get lots of points and win! some of us still feel short-changed
from last year's national day LOL.

i like this picture. it brings back memories. memories are nice....
but you always have to come back to reality.

sigh.
your faith in me is what's pulling me forward.
but im really tired.
it wouldnt be okay to just give up.
so i have to keep on going.
thankyou so much, to anyone who's asked if i was okay, or comforted me.
you guys mean the world to me (:

-exhale-

2007-08-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

yes everything is fine.
dont worry.
its okay.

who the fish am i trying to kid.
it hurts....on the inside.
this time for real. my eyes are testimony of it.

2007-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

woo. 5minutes before i go to sleep, my confidence level has dropped to negative-ness.
say hello to another sleepless night.

2007-07-31T22:14:00.001+08:00

its been PROVEN that most people are more tired these days, as comapred to in the past, say, before the june holidays. like today, during literature, after lit and those 5minutes before maths, at least TEN people in 2/5 were sleeping with their heads on the table! thats already 1/4 of the whole class! and after further inspection, as well as extra information from chengling, 9 out of 10 people say that they're MORE TIRED now a days!
god knows why though.

aaah. im scared. im worried about tomorrow....which i SHOULDNT even be worried about, cause the reshuffling wasnt supposed to happen...i think. ah well...i really hope that the entire current-exco can be retained. but whatever happens will be for the best right? i really really hope so.

and the three of us will stick together yeah? :D

2007-07-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

this is as far as sympathy can go.
you're on your own now
cause in reality...
without all the pretense
all the fake smiles
all the courtesy
....

i actually find you quite irritating.
so shoo.
i had enough.

~~andfiveisalreadyacrowd.~~

2007-07-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

The Three Fundemental Questions Asked When Doing Improvisation:
- who am i?
- where am i?
- what am i doing to get what i want?

i still have problems answering that last question.

life is like one big improvisation session. its getting scarier by the moment.

2007-07-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

this is my 85th post!
and also my last post for this blogskin, cause im changing it tomorrow or later on. finally mastered basic HTML coding mwahahaha XD
today was racial harmony day! almost the whole of 2/5 wore ethnic outfits! everyone looked so nice la hahah :D after assembly me and cheryl went to bake the brownie batter! it looked so good after being in the fridge....like chocolate fondue.....hahah. me and carmina licked abit...heh x) we preheated all the ovens then did the baking! the brownies looked SO good in the oven.... then we also saw the other ccas/classes doing their stuff....hadirah was so nice as to let me kope some of her marshmellows! :D thankyou thankyou thankyou!
then when the brownies were done [one was 3/4 burnt....but we flipped the burnt side over so they looked okay XD] we cut them up then set up our stall! we had like, 8+ trays of brownies, plus another 2 small plates of round-brownies. all for 80cents!! cheap right! haha. actually not that cheap...considering that our brownies were kinda...urm...thin....heh. not our fault though. the only baking trays we had were awfully shallow....hmm....
anyway! soon the lower sec people came! we sold about 1 and a half trays then. then they had to go up for their video screening in the hall....and the counsellors told us that this time, when it was the upper sec's turn, we had to stop selling stuff the moment the counsellors said it was time for the upper sec to go up. if not.... we would be fined $10. TEN DOLLARS OKAY. for selling stuff after an announcement. guo fen >_<
so there was like, half an hour or so of empty-time, where there were no customers at all, just the store-holders or whatever they're called. but in that time we managed to sell some brownies too hahaha. then the upper sec people came down! we sold ALOT of brownies in this time, cause the teachers came down as well.
then i went to do henna at 2/5's stall! xiuhui did mine and it looks really nice :D $1 for a hand. it looks PRETTY! then i went back to the brownies and after a while, cheryl accidentally smudged the center part ._. so i went back for touch ups.... then later cheryl went to do her hand too and i happened to smudge her's too XD IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. i didnt do it on purpose....
then it was talent time! i didnt really pay all that much attention to them, cause me and cheryl were trying to sell off our last 2 brownies and call it a day haha. but when we were clearing up i could hear some of the people singing...and it sounded...umm...uh...they were really brave to go up there to sing infront of all those people XP and there was this band too...they were LOUD o.o but still good ^^
then i went to eat opposite of the opposite with yujia, steph and jerrica. then had to go back for cca...technically speaking.
for the next post, i shall post pictures of today! no time now...coughing like mad x.x anyway, last but not least, on behalf of the ATCians who did this event,

THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED!
-the nice people like elieen from 2/7 [i think] who helped us!
-the wushu people who shared their baking trays!
-the 2/1 people who made us high with their whipped cream! :D
-the teachers and staff who helped us during the power trip, we're REALLY REALLY sorry for causing you so much trouble!

yay for instant brownie mix! :D

2007-07-14T13:42:00.000+08:00

slowly suffocating. dying. drowning. all in your presence.

yuck. still sick. and so many pills to take after every meal. i drank more water in those 5minutes than in 2hours -.- and the pills so small... i cant even tell if i swallowed the pill at all.

freezing cold on the outside, yet swelteringly hot inside...

the world is making me sick.

the world was so much simpler when we were young wasnt it. things were so clear cut and plain to see. no playing around with words no beating about the bush no deception. if you didnt like someone, you would just tell them. no need for acting nice for courtesy's sake, no need for you to lie your way through life. so simple, so clear cut....no one ever does that anymore. its all about making everything seem right...when it just isnt.
the world was so much simpler when there was nothing to hide.
i miss the simplicty.
if only, we could have lived out lives without taking a single wrong turn. if only, we could have lived in a kinder world, a world without fear. a world where nobody would get hurt, or hurt themselves. a world where only right things are being done. if only there was a shortcut, for us to reach out to... a kind, compassionate world we all long for.
"you've made a mistake"
"you're an idiot"
its easy to say such irresponsible things...only because it's someone else's life you're talking about.
if only, we could live our lives without taking a single wrong turn. but there is no such thing...sometimes we fail...sometimes we trip...sometimes we get lost...make mistakes...we just have to keep going...walk one step at a time on our own two feet...even if we get bruised along the way....we'll all reach our destination someday, a place where people we love, and people who love us, will be waiting for us....that i pray for...

a broken shell. an empty vessel.

2007-07-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

yes i am sick x.x
to everyone/anyone who asked me how i am or showed concern,
thankyou! :)

its awful to have headaches + nausea + dizzyness all together at once. the only reason im actually able to yank myself away from the bed and to the laptop is because i just had my medicine...and the drowsyness effect probably wont get to me for a while. i hope.

i feel awfully guilty for missing so many classes...and cca x.x especially since the performance at Asian Civilisation Museum is coming soon...and im ASM and i havent done much x.x oh well...

blogthings' quizzes are addictive when you're sick, cause all their quizzes [with small exceptions] all dont require use of braincells. which is very very very good when you're having a headache.

You Are A Hornbeam Tree

You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside.Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks.You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible.You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself.A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual.

What's" Your Celtic Horoscope?

Your Love Quote

True love stories never have endings.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.You have an outrageous personality...And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.
Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.You need to feel special at all times.You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

2007-07-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

{disclaimer: this post is very very very very long. so you either read it and dont complain, or dont read it at all. thankyou :) }

LAST WEEK WAS SO SUPER FUN! :DDDD
but now the marryatville people are gone...they left this morning. all the hosts and the teachers brought them to the airport and said goodbye...but for the days before that, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! :DDD

MONDAY{youth day+meeting day!} : DAY ONE!
everyone went to the arts house early in the morning~ the place was right next to the Singapore river and padang. and carmina didnt know what the padang was o.o anyway, the party was nice cause the room was...big? sofa-y? uhh....carpet-y...?? anyway. it was nice. and the food was...um...pretty good i guess. it looked like everyone was enjoying themselves, so i guess thats whats really counts. then after that all of the cast of both ATC and Marryatville went for rehersals, so somehow, me and baby afiqah went back to school, then went to bugis for SHOPPING :D we walked and walked and walked...and ate aha (: and asked each other random questions with equally random answers. but random is nice (:
then on our way back, we decided to walk the long way, instead of taking a bus, cause we had time. and we saw a really pretty butterfly!!

nice isnt it? :3 i rarely see butterflies simply perching on leaves for us to take photos of~ then me afiqah, praveena and hady ended up at the bus stop talking crap. and making praveena confess stuff ;D then the home stay started woohoo!!

TUESDAY{artshouse rehersal+more shopping!!} : DAY TWO!
this time, our partners came with us to class and stuff that we usually do. we had the Life@Anderson tour too!! the one that me and baby afiqah planned! in the end, [somehow], we ended up being tour guides too aha (: it was fun~ but tiring. very tiring. then this time we went to AMK hub's macdonalds. Mcflurries are sweet. and sweet is gooooood :D then we went back to school...but it was too early. again. we should really learn how to manage our time efficiently....=x we went to the tables in the middle of the school...where the koi pond is there. and on one of the benches, it said "drama sucks!" and "yeah!!"so me and afiqah took water and tried to rub them off hahaha :D then a small puddle ended up as a BIG puddle~

hooray for reflections XD

WEDNESDAY{performance+looong detour} : DAY THREE!
we missed ALOT of class on this day. got out of all classes at 12.10pm yay! :E then we went to the library to read magazines [seventeen and 8days LOL!] and talk crap ahaha. then i "adopted" ulfah as my big sister :D she's niceeeeee x3 except for the constant tickling thing -.- then we had lunch, and went to the arts house again! we got the flyers ready, then me and afiqah and praveena and ulfah and hadirah and haritha went for a walk to the esplanade / marina square :) we went past the singapore river! afiqah pointed to a staircase and said "ooh! lets go down there" then we checked and realised that it lead down to the river itself LOL! so we kept walking and then we realised that praveena was missing o.o so we searched for her and finally found her. she said that she actually thought we went down the staircase for real!! ahahahahahah XD praveena blur :D
then we went to the esplanade park, where me and praveena saw the padang.

oh shit.

able to see padang = near ACM = near victoria concert hall = very very very near to arts house, aka where we started out.
turn to the left, we saw the arts house

=.=

then we went through esplanade park, finally reaching the esplanade. FINALLY. then we went in, and me and ulfah went to buy cookies aha XD then the real crap started. we couldnt find afiqah and praveena and hadirah and haritha.

uh oh....=x

so we called them, and afiqah hissed into the phone "we're in the library!!". so, we went to the library. duh. the most obvious thing to be doing. then we scavenged through the whole library, and couldnt find any uniform-clad people. so we got out of the library and called them again. they were going out of the esplanade, going to marina square

-.-

so we rushed all the way down and finally found them. they didnt look too surprised...

it was because they...

PLANNED THE WHOLE FREAKING THING.

rah. anyway, then haritha went missing, this time for REAL. so we went around, then finally found her. and everyone went to marina square, for macdonalds ^^ mcflurries are still awesome ahaha :)

then we went back for the performance, and got changed into the all-black-for-FOH-attire. i have no idea why front of house people are supposed to be in black...seems kinda emo in my opinion XD anyway, we still got into the black stuff, put on makeup...[i just did lipgloss. eyeliner and stuff is yucky and hard to me hehe] then we had dinner and started the stuff, like ushering all the guests into the correct hallway, registery, and brochures.

and just to clear things up, i WASNT giving out illeagle-brouchures like what soma said. it just so happened that someone came downstairs with them and handed them to me so i gave them out OKAY. it wasnt my fault -.- and they werent illeagle.

the performance itself was really really good though ^^ especially the anderson part. sakinah and carmina were the legendary beauties of the village...ahahahahahah :D

THURSDAY{vivocity+dimsumdollies} : DAY FOUR!
this time, we had classroom immersion! then we had our farewell lunch which was sad ): we had the lunch in the library, and the whole of ATC+Marryatville was squished in there.

[from the back, left.] praveena, jocelyn, sakinah, me, carmina, hadirah

the sec4 seniors and marryatvillians! too many people so i cant name them sorry =x

will, lucy, catriona, shu ting, jocelyn and georgia!

praveena and audrey aka snow white ^^

then we went on the bus to vivo city woohoo!! :D bryan got everyone abit...uh...mentally disturbed...during the ride there =x

still freaks me out to think about it XD
and we finally reached vivo! most of the people went to watch transformers, which left me, afiqah, sakinah and praveena. then carmina said she could come...so...uh she came o.o and the four of us went shopping! our marryatville partners abandoned us to go watch transformers / go shopping with other people / do stuff which is still unknown to this day and time. we went around vivo to get presents for the marryatvillians. afiqah bought pink bangles and neclaces for tiff o.o pink o.o scaaaaaaaaryyyyyyy o.o" then sakinah bought a watch for mo. me and carmina chipped in for a red rose for tiff. and i bought another red rose for bec x3 style

=picture removed due to complaints of life-ruining and spying in progress=

carmina seems a liiitttlee too high for a winnie the pooh game....>_>

=picture removed due to complaints of life-ruining and spying in progress=

she seems to be enjoying her nose rub XD
the reason the pictures are of carmina is because she was one of the only people willing to stand still for me to take the pictures hehe.

then we went to the anime shop next to the pet shop in vivo. but they still didnt have any stock of hani sempai's bunny so i came out empty handed =/ then everyone went to the petshop!
this time we saw golden retrievers :D

isnt he cute? :3
me and carmina went out of the petshop to the front of the store, which was island-themed, and there was a wooden boat so we sat in it and pretended to be rowing a boat XD

of course, that was before we got caught by the security lady x)

then we went down the loong escalators,

and to burger king! each of us had a $5 voucher...but each of the student meals were $3+...and carmina didnt have a meal. so we pooled all the money together and at last got 5 meals with the vouchers, plus another 5cents

aha. so technically, the 5 meals cost us 5 cents, which meant 1 meal = 1cent LOL XD
everyone was abit high during lunch, so we played crosswords on the paper of the tray. with chili sauce XD the question was "what makes people come to burger king?" we found one answer on the paper that said "corn dust" hahahahahha :D

messy right? XD

then we saw a group of primary / kindergarten / nursery kids walking past on a field trip. then one of them saw the playground outside

and was like, "OOH! are we going to take a bath??" LOL XD

after vivo city, everyone went to esplanade. another long bus trip.
this time, Jerald stared at everyone throughout the whole trip -.-

we got to the esplanade early, so we went ourside, to the edge of the singapore river, to take photos!

the NDP people were having a rehersal then, so those floting-ball thingies were probably for the parade. they looked pretty ahah (:

we had to gather together to get our tickets...and we found some -cough- suspicious baggage lying around. i wonder who's it is....:p

we had stall seats this time! they were on the side of the ground floor, so they were really good cause we could see everything ^^ the show itself was really good too. i liked the disco ball thing aha(:

FRIDAY {farewell + sick D:} : DAY FIVE/LAST DAY!!

we had to wake up BEFORE the crack of dawn, and go to school at 5.30am LATEST.

read: LATEST. which means we gotta get there EARLIER than 5.30am.

good grief.

it was so freaking early that everyone was fainting all over the sidewalks

but it really was 5.30am in the morning. who can blame us? XD

so everyone went onto the bus all the way to changi airport. at approximatly 5.30am. who planned this schedule -.- anyway. we got there and all the marryatvillians checked in

then we had to send them off D:

which was sad...cause they were going to penang without us ): but i still hope they're having fun haha (:

i dont like goodbyes ):

after that, everyone went to macdonalds for breakfast/cramming of homework.

and everyone [started with soma] started using pickup lines on everyone else XD

"why dont you sit on my lap and we'll talk about the first thing that pops up"

"i have mastered the mental powers of the jedi! come home tonight with me you will~"

i decree that the fun shall never come to an end :D

sincere regrets/apologies to:

-angela

-ulfah

-anyone else that had to wait for me to be lazy and finally post all these pictures late on a saturday night.

ps: johnny's picture is only avalible through msn LOL XD

2007-07-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

oh god im so freaking tired.
and its only day two.
oh my god.
oh my tian.
oh lord....
x.x

you wont ever know the amount of guilt i can feel residing in me.
eating me up.
swallowing me whole.
killing me....
ever so slowly.

2007-06-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

speech day today!

but i didnt participate this year so i get 3/4 of the day off woohoo! :D hope cheryl, carmina, baby afiqah, sofiyah, bryan, khairi and big afiqa and anyone else who i didnt mention, had a good time (:

i went to yujia's house after school...actually no. we went with zhixin, michelle, janice and beeleng to uh -cough- eat. yeah. eat. mm. if you get it...then...uh...you get it. o.o anyway. me and yujia ended up eating KFC after -cough- quite a while. mmhmm. it was niceee haha. except for the part where yujia started to eat even before washing her hands ._.

then we took the excessivly long bus ride to yujia's house. or at least, to me it was long. according to yujia it was short ._. but it was long to me so i fell asleep listening to the mp3 player's music xD [no offence meant to yujia's choice in songs.] then somehow yujia woke me up and told me i slept till very erxin -.- what a nice thing to hear when you wake up...

then we walked to her house to play audition! 8k freestyle is fun hehe. too bad my com doesnt have a number pad...the moves were super nice for all the 8k ones...and the score was nice too :D keep winning aha...

then we went to take the bus AGAIN, and we bought bubble tea which was HUGE...like 1.5times the size of the bubble tea opposite Andess aha. so cool la! cause there were ALOT of pearls too...but it was awfully sweet ._< then yujia went for speech day and i continued on the bus home. and by the time i came home i had humongous ammounts of muscle cramps in my abdomen and calves, god knows why, most probably thanks to mr loke for making us run 20mins worth of rounds...non stop. which he is going to continue to do for the next few weeks. PE doesnt seem as attractive now....

~~thin lines. hazy thoughts. smudged relations.~~
ah hah. another one. you this time round. are you divorced from society? do you realise that there's such a thing a free will? making your own desicion? doing things by yourself? someone's lacking in some independence molecules here. whats even worse is that you're dragging along someone which has very little opinion about their resistance against you. fantasy world must be nice eh, thinking people like being dragged around by you. what a nice world that must be. all you. no one else to consider. fantasy is always nice. but the drop back to reality is your price to pay for all that dreaming. come back to earth faster and spare everyone.
yes you can call me crazy. i just might be :P
~~If I lay here~~
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2007-06-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

i forgot how much fun having CCA is xD
first cca session of term 3!
didnt do that much though... just preparation for marryatville, speech day, theater outing and election! marryatville people are coming to Singapore tomorrow haha. then theater outings are going to be at the end of July...and the elections will be during week 8. must be scary to go for elections...and its hard to choose too. cant decide who to vote for...bryan, afiqa or aliya. hm...
today we had 作文比赛 for our chinese lesson...i wrote more than usual this time round xD history was fun cause mr yong taught us Reliability, so he gave us a timeout worksheet...and real timeouts! so nice and sweet hehe :)
then it was science...need to do this guava fruit thing o.o about the journey a guava fruit goes through when its being digested. weird project in my opinion...after science was reading period. nothing much to be said...then EFL! they did a combination of ATC's SYF piece + choir + chinese dance + malay dance. a bit weird...but still nice. Bryan was married to sofiyah o.o they claimed it was an arranged marriage LOL xD

you again. you betrayed my trust AGAIN. it happens over and over and over again and again and again. how would you feel if someone took your trust and crushed it under their heel? now the pieces are shattered and people are picking them up and its up to me to clean up the mess. its going to happen again...i just know it. knowing you that is.
and you. you think its easy being me? to be under pressure of everyone especially myself. if you think its smooth sailing, think again. im fighting it already. why cant you just let me fight it on my own. the more pressure given, the harder it is to make it through. when you put too much pressure on something fragile or soft, it will either bend, shape, or break. ive bent myself too many times. im tired of shaping into something that pleases all. i just might break this time round. and there's no superglue to fix it.
ive decided to pull myself out of the fantasy. better late then never. if i wait, reality will just hit me harder. might as well get it over with and find something to break my fall. not that there's anything around to do that for me. not even grass. its just me and the cold concrete floor. this is going to hurt...

2007-06-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

school's started again.
here comes another 10weeks of hell -.-"
the time table was re-orgainized again, like it does every term. this time we end school at 1.10pm every day, except for fridays which is at 12.40pm. pretty good in my opinion. better than last term at least...
im tempted to change my blogskin again...its been..uh...almost 3 months already with this skin. i still like it alot...but i cant stand the grammatical error on the skin =x
today we had home ec! me and minying made "rich plain cookies". kinda ironic. rich and plain together...how contradicting. but then again alot of things are contradicting in life. hm. anyway the cookies still tasted SUPER nice :D or at least to me they tasted pretty good x) some got abit too brownish though...but we got them out in time so most of them still looked pretty edible...even my nice nice wu gui!! xDD
the cookies were tiny...so there were alot of them. gave alot to other ppl haha. all our cookies were sweeter than most of the other groups' cause i added extra sugar LOLS! but sweet is nice ma :D
yay the marryatville students are coming soon! they're arriving in Singapore this thursday!! but we only get to do all the fun hosting stuffs next week.

yay! lots of nice things to look forward to ^^

-allthoughtsstatedafterthisdisclaimershallnotbecommentedon-

YOU are the one who made me what i am now. paranoid. paranoid of everything and everyone. but innocence and naieve-ness will always be broken apart in the end. and you will be exposed to the cold society we see today. its called reality. even if you want to live in fantasy, you will always be brought back to the cold reality. the longer you stay in fantasy, the more it hurts when you get thrown back. and you will have to face reality all alone. it hurts more that way doesnt it. when you hold on to something too long, you lose sight of the big picture and you only focus on what you can see up close. you lose sight, and you lose your aim. you forget why you even started holding on in the first place.
life gets more complicated as you get older. more complicated. more confusing. more subtle. more...tiring.
complicated simplicities.

2007-06-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

today shall be the day of random thoughts, since i cant get my thoughts in perfect order. not that i have ever been able to...

ferris wheels. imagine going to ride on one all alone by yourself. no one with you. no friends, family, or significant-others. just by yourself. you sit yourself in one of those little carrige thingies and the ride starts. then you see people in their carriges with friends and family and other people. then you realise you're alone. that would be the epitome of loneliness wouldnt it....
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if a friend does something you dont apprecieate, or dont like, i think you should tell him/her instead of letting the matter dangle in mid-atmosphere like that, not quite on earth, not quite in space. if you dont like it, say so. or if you think it could pass, let it freaking pass and continue with whatever you were doing in life. letting it dangle in mid-atmosphere is the worst thing you could do. its between the kiddy way of handling it, and the adult-ish way. and learn to accept apologies and move on. even if it was just an ice cream. just dont let her marinate in her own self-depression/confusion. it sucks.
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if anyone from CFF is reading this, im taking my hiatus for a reason, as i told some of you guys, not just because i wish to copy garf. my presence shouldnt be missed too much anyway.
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marshmellows should be grown from trees or something. georgia says they come from marshmellow trees. she says you need vanilla extract, sugar, glycerine or something and the root of the powdered marshmellow tree. but i dont know where to get the seed from, much less the root, i shall have to resort to buying my marshmellows instead of growing them. there really should be a marshmellow cake...or marshmellow milkshake or something...:3
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holidays should be longer. i didnt even rest much thanks to all the homework. i dont think anyone else rested much anyway....
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i am out of more random thoughts so its picture time!

http://www.dragonflycave.com/wpay.aspx this is the webbie of it ^^

i did this quiz which was linked from a forum siggy...hm. mew. doesnt sound much like me...does it? o.O

yay i found this notebook at a bookshop! if you cant read it cause the wording is too small [my bad. but the notebook was miniature sized in the first place...] here's what it says:

Problem

People who are just NICE do not always get NOTICED. NICENESS is a very UNDERVALUED quality.

Solution

The NICENESS BADGE!!!*

Of course! why didn't anyone think of it before?!!!

*Also we could enter their names in a great book of NICENESS that everyone could come and see!

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yay for randomness in this world ^^

2007-06-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

i finally found something that i am able to do pretty well! snowman making hahas! :D pictures speak a thousand words, sooo...:

mummy and daddy's snowmen! :)

yujia's custom-made snowgirl! :D

yujia says that the hat of her snowgirl looks like its ready to swallow the snowman up whole -.- but its quite true actually...i made the hat too big x.x nevermind! its still pretty cute in my opinion ^^ hope i can improve on them in the future though...hmm...

we did the 2nd experiment today! today was cricket-day! they were kinda scary at first cause they could crawl REALLY fast [much faster than mealworms] and they could JUMP pretty high...but we got use to them always crawling out of the box and we used the cup-paper system to catch them and return them to their box. so it was quite okay in the end...and it turns out that they werent attracted to the light -.- so our hypothesis was wrong....aiyo. Yujia and zhixin kept trying to take photos while i played audi and hiccuped. and they were sucessful. darn.... anyway its not like they can actually DO anything with the video/photo....i hope x.x never underestimate the powers of yujia and zhixin. especially when combined X_X

but other than that...my week was pretty...uhh...predictable. sleep. wake up. eat. homework. play. eat. homework. play. msn. eat. tv. homework. msn/play. read. sleep. yeah. same thing over and over...not all that fun really :/

dad's already left for Boston, MIT, so he wont be back for another 2 months. 2 looonnng months...but time flies when you're having fun right? so gotta have as much fun as possible these 2 months haha xD

i knead the clay into a specific shape.
a shape that i think i like
a shape i think that looks good.
i put time and effort into moulding the shape
i try. i try hard. very very hard.
sometimes effort cant allow you to reach your goals.
i finish moulding the clay to the best i can.
it doesnt look good.
it looks awful. nothing like what i thought.
i wanted a pale green, but the clay is dark green.
i wanted a star, but it looks more like a moon.
its all wrong. all wrong.
i discard the piece of clay to one side.
i try my luck on a piece of new one.
was my mind playing tricks on me while i was working?
why do the pieces of clay disapoint me again and again?
i never found a "winning piece"
maybe i'll be luckier this time round.
so many things i want to do and say.
yet so little courage to make them a reality.

2007-06-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME :D
tracy rae and georgia came over to do something for my birthday. we slacked at my house for approx. 1 hour then went to serangoon gardens' macs to eat lunch 'cause :
1. everyone was hungry
2. we couldnt decide on something to do that everyone agreed to.
3. we felt a need to get out of the house ASAP

so we went to macs to eat double cheese burger without pickle, with fries drinks. our usual meal ^^ and after much dispute we decided to go to Vivo city and then go to Bishan park to cycle/skate later. the vivo city thing wasnt agreed by all though. actually, same thing goes for the park thing. but still we all went together. we went to vivo city to buy honey senpai's bunny! <3 the cute pink thing....but when we got there they [the staff ppl of the store] said that the soft toy was out of stock and there was only the bag. which i didnt want. so we left the store empty handed -.-

then we went to the arcade next door to play! after looking at every single game there [which was mostly single-player games] we played 5 games of airhockey lol.
2 vs 2. me+rae vs geo+tracy. usually it wasnt such a good idea for this arrangement...but in this case it was, cause they won 3 out of 5 games aha xD
but still, it was really fun especially when the machine decided to spit out 3 extra pucks. which at one point added up to 5 pucks or something lol. you couldnt look and aim, but just hit which ever puck you saw first in the opposite direction xDD me and rae let alot of pucks in during the 3-puck-games though x) but it was still fun even though we lost hehe.

after that we went to the pet shop to look at all those super cute animals (:

but they looked kinda scared...or sad...so we stopped taking photos. and left.
then we went to eat ben&jerry's :DD their chocolate chip cookie crunch is super nice aha (:
tracy ate phish food, rae and geo ate something fudge something brownie. all i know that it was chocolatey.

then we took the MRT alllllll the way back. then we went bishan park woohoo xD me tracy and rae cycled and geo skated. we looped the whole of Park 2. played at the play ground. cycled again. saw a few dogs fighting o.o. played on a very painful-for-your-ass-seesaw. cycled more. realised that we had 2minutes left. sped back. reached the bicycle rental place just in time. drank mountain dew/miranda orange / 7up / all-of-the-above-from-friends.

kind of sad that in one whole year, we only meet up for Christmas, and my birthday. but considering the fact that we're all in different schools, have all sorts of different commitments...i guess its pretty good. imagine if we keep meeting up like this for the next few years till JC. or more. thats gonna be pretty good too ^^.

its possible.
anything is possible.

2007-06-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Today was super super tiring...cause my group did SRP today! We finished ALOT, considering out limited resources, which in the end still failed us. However, we still did reasonably well. We finished the sets for the Super Worm [o.o] and the regular mealworm. Which made up a total of 6 hours, PLUS extra time used for setup/clean up/trying-to-make-the-useless-circuits-work-time. so we started at 12nn or something, and eventually ended with me and yujia at 8.15pm.

The mealworms [big and small] were DISGUSTING. D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. I fully take back what i said about them being cute, when my class raised them to learn about life cycles, in primary 3 or 4. These mealworms were either freakishly BIG or pathetically small. But both of them squirmed ALOT when we tried to pick them up using chopsticks after they decided that the box was too boring / when we had to put 30 of those little worms into the box at the start of the experiment. The scariest part was when we had to open the box after every 15minutes. You wouldnt know if some little/big worm would be at the lid, juuussstt when you decide to pry it open. scary.

YAY TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAYY :D cant wait aha. actually i dont need to wait so long. just another 1hour and its official WOOHOO! no more 13! 14! (: you can call me crazy or high or hyper for all you want. i wouldnt care xDD But if you care to use the logical part of your brain to think about it...there isnt much difference really o.o what REALLY makes a difference is your mentality in life...and that doesnt really come in years. Maybe someone older than you might have a lower EQ, or be less optimistic/pessimistic/whatever than you, or maybe someone younger than you might have a better insight on life [highly illustrated when you play MapleStory -.-]

But i wont be thearatical at this point of time aha xD

cant wait for tomorrow when i get to see Rae, Tracy and Georgia again. quite a long time since i last saw them...=/ i miss all of my primary school friends LOTS. not many occasions where i can see them....and Samya just moved away to India. Permantly D: but at least she'll be back for holidays and stuff ^^

and now i shall spend my last 45minutes as 13 slacking away (:

2007-06-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

im reading. im seeing where i went wrong. where i made mistakes. so big a mistake that it impacts the present. the future. i regret. i hate where i am now. i blame only one person. me. i hate myself for it. if i had done things differently, maybe i would be in a brighter place. its all my fault. no one else's. and now its already too late. too late to fix anything that i did. everything is wrong. it went out of line. what i did was out of line. i should have done things right. i shouldnt have avoided the truth. if i did, i could have done better. if i had done better, things would have been different. i would be living differently. i wouldnt be living the sorry excuse of a life i have now. i would have different ways of handling things. i wouldnt be running away. i wouldnt be lying my way through life. i wouldnt be living a life of deceit and mis-trust. i might have more courage than the person i am now. i would have had better character than the person i see in the mirror today. i would be different. i wouldnt be a person that i lie to everyday in the mirror, thinking things that are lies, saying things to others that are pieces of fiction woven by my imagination. i tried to escape reality. i failed miserably. now i have to face reality and look it in the eye. i have to face everything that i did wrong, or i will continue on the twisted path im already on. if i do that, im going to regret my life. im going to regret more choices, more words...my brain says that i cant do that. but yet im still living my life the way it was before. when i try to conform, words and thoughts are thrown back to me. im trying. i really am. i want to change. but its too hard. it hurts like the sting of salt being thrown onto a fresh wound. it cuts into your very soul, your very existance. but if you dont keep on going, the wound will never heal. it might get an infection and your arm will have to be amputated. or worse. if you keep on going, the wound will hurt but it shall eventually heal and you can carry on with life the way it was before you did whatever caused that wound. or sometimes you dont learn, and you go and scrape yourself up and get yourself another wound. then you have to start all over again. and its going to hurt twice as bad as the first time, the second time round. which route to recovery will you choose? both hurts. one heals. one keeps on hurting you till the very end. i choose mine. im still working for it.
but maybe its already too late.

congradulations to anyone who understands what i wrote.
'cause i sure dont.

2007-06-04T12:17:00.001+08:00

today's band concert thing was FUN (:
there were lots and lots of people who came...
and i went with michelle and yujia.
the concert was loonnngggg
it went 37minutes overtime according to the hall clocks -.-
cause the alumni kept asking for encores.
even when the whole audience was silent.
but still, it was nice ^^
some of the songs were really loud...and scary.
i almost fell asleep at one point then the band crashed the symbols[sp] and i woke up zzz...
West Winds also came to perform, and they werew SUPER LOUD
but every one of their songs lasted 10minutes or so.
impressive. can continuously play for 10minutes++
and then after all the encores, the thing finally ended at 8.07pm or something.
and by the time we were out of the toilets and on our way it was 8.20+ already -.-
and we took pictures of our shadows!
i didnt know you could do that :D
so me michelle and yujia took a picture of all our shadows side by side!
it looks good (:
the 3 of us walked to the MRT to get to J8 for late dinner
and michelle kept saying that "walking there is super 浪漫" aha.
then we finally got to J8 and went to eat at the food court.
Pepper Lunch is niceeeeeeee <3 and michelle fell off the chair after force feeding by yujia chicken rice is DANGEROUS xD then yujia and michelle came to get the soap basket even though its kinda squished at the sides... weird. this world has weird people. but they make life fun (:

~~asliceofyourattention~~

2007-06-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

YAY!!
the senior's farewell party was a SUCCESS!!
all the hardwork paid off woohoo!! :D
all exco went there at 8am to cook.
then we realised, we didnt really know HOW to cook.
so afiqa called her mom and she came to help us cook the beehoon hahas
then we went to design the "ze masquerade" words for the flybar!
the letters i decorated look lopsided -.-
then we cleared up and went to the hall!
the hall looked REALLY NICE!
thanks to everyone who helped to decorate the chairs and the tables and [especially] the entrance!
then alot of us went backstage to start sticky-ing the words "ze masquerade" so we could pin it up onto the flybar.
didnt make that much of a difference anyway, cause by the time the whole party ended, we were only left with the words "E" and "U" on the board x)
thenn....we ended up having sakinah sing "a whole new world" for us!
she has a really really nice voice ^^
then me and cheryl went down to change and met minyi along the way.
the black dress was hard to wear.
or at least hard for someone who almost never wore a dress out of her own will for the past 6-7years or so.
then we went back up, and sooner or later, the seniors came!
then they sat on the left, and everyone else sat on the right.
then the teachers and afiqa and aliya gave the masks to the seniors.
one senior to one mask.
hand painted by exco
damn proud :D
then after that we had a slideshow
which had pictures of our seniors and stuff.
thennnn....it was time for the food!
lots of people brought different things, so we had ALOT of different and nice foods ^^
then i went with bryan and carmina to the control room to play songs and get people to dance :D
didnt really work till we got mrs kamal and mrs lee and miss lee to go start thing up
then EVERYONE [almost] went onstage to dance
super cool :DDD
then we had the last song and then seniors said goodbye and stuff...
saddening ):
then we took a CCA photo!
took lots of shots haha :)
then we cleared up went off.

when me and carmina and sylvia and sakinah and hadirah went opposite, prakash and khairi were playing with water balloons.
which looked sick somehow.
then the balloons burst all over the floor aha :D
then we went opposite to help guard bryan's cooler while he went to search for his missing hp.
then vicknesh came up with alot of funny theories about what happened o.o

1. the phone dropped onto a stray cat then the cat picked the phone up cause it wanted to call its country cat friend for a date. o.o

2. the phone dropped it into a drain and it got up and walked home by taking public transport but it couldnt get onto the but cause it didnt have coins or an ezlink card so it couldnt pay for the fares, and so the bus driver didnt let it onto the bus so its stuck. O.o

3. god wanted bryan to "start anew" with his handphone and so he made it get lost and so bryan had to get a new one. O.O

4. she drank the handphone which caused her current high/drunked-ness. XDD

2007-05-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

today was the sports carnival!!
lessons were up till recess for the whole school,
which was SUPER good for 2/5
cause all we had was morning workout then PE ahahaha :D
so we just did a whole lot of exercise for the whole day xD
we played captain's ball overtime during PE!
super fun!!
then we had to wait for jerrica and yujia [and almost zhixin]
then me+minying+yujia+jerrica went to J8!
zhixin had stuff to attend to so she didnt come.
then we bought minying's way overdue birthday present
a stuffed green wugui -.-
then we also had lunch in yoshinoya
while yujia crammed maths hwk o.o
then we went to yio chu kang stadium!
we're supposed to meet at 1.30, but yujia and jerrica needed to meet at 12.30 so we went earlier.
which was good, cause we got extra milo coupons!!
the milo didnt taste as sweet as it did in primary school though....=/
then we had the 2/5 flag!
last year, we were "powerpack 1/5"
this year, we're "bewitching 2/5"
the flag was really nice!
purple and silvery words which spelled "two five"
then there was a witch hat on the "o" and a broomstick!
and a little cobweb on the bottom :D
and 2/5 won the frisbee tournament for sec 2s!
and we also won the medley relay!
then brindha came in second for one of the other races.
woohoo!! :D

march past!

class flag!

we're gay!
o.o

2007-05-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

all papers got back today...
except for lit.
did okaay i guess =/
except that i still failed 中国历史测验 >.<
next time i'll try harder...
and i FINALLY passed maths
for the first time in a long time
O.O
i think its the graphs which pulled me up :P
but i passed, so yeah...shouldnt complain xD

yay sucessfully got another song into my blog without the skin going siao :D
the last time i tried that i had to reformat the whole damn thing ._.
sounds nicee~

last week of school already =/
that was fast....
seems like march holidays just over or something.
but its already week 10...
time flies. very fast.
dunno if its a good thing or a bad thing...
but soon june holidays will be here :D
which means sleeping, my birthday, eating, playing, sleeping, chatting, playing, and sleeping :DDDD
sounds nice to me :3
but i guess its gonna be boring too...
and lonely maybe?
hm....

~~thatintoxicatinglookandscentofyouthatmesmerisesme~~

2007-05-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

yay! flooded with taggs again xD

jkohlc: the sound is gone anyways.

vivegan: o.o

georgia: i did.

merv: ty! you too ^^

messenger: oh okays. thanks!

cheryl: thanks (: whats your blog link? i lost it accidentally =x

michelle: orhh (:

carmina: my blog is fragile. please dont break it.

winnie: okay...not bad...

georgia: cause they just do.

carmina: im NOT obsessed with you -.- and im not obsessed with fernando o.o

billy: YOU LOOKER!! and yes, minutes are nice :D

i have nothing to post about so i shall not. mm hmm.

~~thelastdancejustexpired~~

2007-05-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

yay blogger seems back to normal again.
feeling so tired+exausted+happy+annoyed today.
im mixed up aha.
didnt acomplish much today.
or did we.
hm. not sure.
we finished...err...
actually we didnt finish anything.
just fine tuning.
aaah the assessment is in 2 day's time!
scary o.o
we did a few runs today with the music
and we finalized the ending and start.
so it isnt as boring as its supposed to be x)
cause our part of the script is super boring and stuff...
ah. anyway.
today only carmina + prashan + eugene came.
jerald was sick [both in the mind and physically LOL]
shafeeq went to...er...sleep AT his aunt's house xDD
at least we did some stuff.
better than none.
now time to go type the mintues.
which carmina is obsessivly doing -_-"

~~no one made me feel this way before~~

2007-05-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

yay!
exams are all OVER :DD
but there's still drama assessment left.
this friday.
still have stuff to do...
at least there are another 2 meetings before the real thing.
hope we're ready in time...

whothefreakgetsjealousofafriend.onlyme.dammit.

2007-05-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

AAAAAHHH
how come after exams is more stress than before exams?!
the assessment was shifted back and forth like a game of tug of war!
aaaaaahhh
now its back to this friday, 18th of may.
i hope no audience allowed o.o
it was shifted to the 22nd, then back again.
aaaaahhh....
then today is the only FULL rehersal we have.
cause tomorrow prashan cannot come then wednesday shafeeq cant come
well at least most of the stuff is done already =/
the set is MOSTLY done....
then the music is also sort-of-done....
then the dance is also sort-sort-of-done....[lucky only one dance]
then the costumes is half-done....
aaah...
tired. yet cannot sleep.

countless things to do...
but at least one worry is off.
life gets simpler at the most complex times.

2007-05-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

aah.
something is wrong with blogger.
it looks exactly like when i do the coding of my blogskin all wrong.
i wanted to blog on friday...then i fell asleep :P
i wanted to blog on saturday...then i got a migrane :(
so the migrane is gone now and carmina is taking an awfully long time to reply my messages
so i might as well do something useful.
we're both stressed cause we didnt study for lit yet lol.
and also because of the drama play thingy.
i quote from carmina:
Souperman; says (8:46 PM):
Seriously, you cant depend on guys
they didnt send the CORRECT songs and stuff for the play.
so we have to tie up all the stuff ourselves.
but who said life was fair?

almost all of the exams are over...
except for lit + D&T + drama play.
grrr.
but then after that will be post-exam activities!
then it will be the super nice june holidays :DDD
then it will be my birthday. hm.
one year older...
what difference does it make.

she said never to fall in love when you're young.
the book said that its either you love, or you dont. its that simple.
its NOT that simple at all.
its anything but simple...

2007-05-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

aah.
one more test down.
gonna fail though ._.
ah well.
i always seem to be sleepy on thursday mornings.
hm.
tomorrow's friday...
which means morning workout + PE + maths + Science + something else.
but we have to meet for cca...even if its for just a while.
might meet for O lv drama too.
hm.
getting scary...
exams are next week...
geog first. aiye.
better go do some notes....

2007-05-02T13:50:00.001+08:00

first, to the people who took part in the tagboard-flaming thing [randomness, geo, chappure]:
Georgia: its okay...its over anyways. besides i never said i was going to ban him from my tagboard. as long as he stops its okay...
Chappure:err...same thing. its over anyways so lets just all forget about it.
Randomness: i never said that i would ban you. but if you have no interest in explaining who you are or something, please stop spamming my blog's tagboard.

yeah. so lets just forget about the whole thing okay? even though it brought some life to my tagboard lols XD

its scary to wake up at 4am and hear a bee-ish sound buzzing in your ears o.o
scared the heck out of me >_>
then it went off for like, 10 minutes, then it came back.
the 5th time it came back i got scared and called for mom xD
then she said its something called er(3) mian(2).
something about the ear drums not balanced or something like that.
its scary i tell you o.o
then my parents say i shouldnt go to school or something.
argh...
then i went to the doctor,
who said the cause was EARWAX or something
O.O
i didnt quite believe it cause i just cleaned my ears out last night.
o.O
then he gave me eardrops and some vertigo medication.
and it seems to be making me sleepy.
and tomorrow is the 中国历史测验. and i havent finished revising cause the book is in school.
yay for me.

2007-04-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

you are the one who made me as cynical and paranoid of others now.
or maybe i was just too naive.
either way, it did some serious damage.

2007-04-29T14:46:00.000+08:00

aah...
i forgot to be greatful to all those around me
i forgot to stay positive
i forgot to help those who needed help
i forgot to say "please" and "thank you"
i forgot to be calm
i forgot to follow instructions
i forgot to be more open
i forgot to be less nervous and more confident.
i forgot how to be confident
i forgot the person i was 2 years ago.

and i dont want to forget.

2007-04-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

we got gold.
gold fullstop.
no attachment [eg with honours]
gold fullstop.
=/
ah well.....its over anyways. we'll just try harder in sec 4 (:
my batch is lucky i guess....
we kinda have 2 shots at the whole thing.
not like our poor sec 3 seniors.
only one shot =/
gotta be thankful for what i have (:

after school me and syl went to "help"
syzwan, istar and shafeeq [sp for names...sorry]
with their drama performance, cos they didnt do it with the rest of us.
so after delays, we went into the mps with miss lee.
and istar and shafeeq went.
and it turns out that they werent ready.
or they had stage fright or something.
so miss lee gave us another one hour alone in the mps [big mistake muahaha! xD]
then we helped them reherse the lines and the whole set thingie once or twice
then we crapped! :D
we talked about the weridest things.
-and hidden things only me and syl could hear ;D -
then they started talking about packs o.o
packs as in six-packs that is.
werid o_o
then half-way through the packs-thingie,
miss lee came in, catching us in mid sentance xP
and so it began~
miss lee started with istar, then shafeeq and then syzwan.
then we all tried to beg miss lee to tell us the groupings
nothing was leaked though ):
then we'll just have to wait (:

then i went with syl and syzwan to the mrt station
[extra right? xD]
then at last syl couldnt persuade syzwan to come
so me and her go macdonalds at ang mo kio hub by ourselves.
then do one maths question then gotta go le o.o
syl worse, she never even finish one qn haahas!
then walk back to mrt station
on the way i realised i missed 2 159s
._.
live and learn.
then finally got home and got back to revision and maths homework.
what a day...

tell me if im being paranoid.

2007-04-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

rawr.
i dont understand anything anymore
i dont understand anyone anymore
i dont understand anything that is happening.
does it concern me?
am i doing something wrong?
am i needed?
what is going on?
should i do something?
why are they like this?
what did i do wrong?
why is my world crashing down in front of me?
what changed?
am i alone?
what am i doing...?
why are you avoiding me?
why is all of this happening?
who are my real friends?
~~do i even have any...?~~

so many questions.
no answers.
i wish it would all disapear like a bad dream.

2007-04-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

oh YAY!
so many people tagged hahas! :DD
time to reply!

winnie: YES! jien is super funny and NICEEE!! (:

green: thanks, healed le.

HL: thankyouu! mummy must come more often :D

veron: ahma must walk slowly...later walk too fast bone break LOL!

CHENG.a.LING: HELLOS to the-girl-who-stands-infront-of-me-beside-adeline! :D

winnie: i dont watch too much anime =/ i read more xD

jkohlc: o.o can see....

i have nothing better to say, so i shall not say anything. yes. i wont. byebye :3

2007-04-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

yays!
put the new music player thing le! :D
easier to use, then can dont listen to songs when doing other stuffs too
much beter then the iweb music thing hahas
now the only problem is that it takes forver to load ._.
and it will get paused and stuff in the middle of the song...
irritating xP
but now can have more songs!
and easier to switch songs hehe

twisted my back in PE today...
couldnt move my head well for so long o.o
so pain...x(
but at least i feel more normal now :DD
Bishan national library is NICEEE!!
i went after school today to borrow books...
then its so nice and big and glass-y
and......clean? o.O
borrowed 2 books today...
due on the 11th of may.
must remember to return them this time...
dont wanna face more fines like last time >.<
Ouran High Host Club de comics also SUPER NICEE! :DDDD
bought the first book today at J8
i wanted Love For Venus, but no stock...):
then i saw Carmina and Erica there with their friends.
looking at socks o.o
ahh...
tomorrow got dental appointment...
another few meals of soft stuff is coming my way ._.

i should really stop trying to push my luck.
people act unconsiously
~~or have i mistaken again?~~
i dont know anymore

2007-04-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

ahhhh....!!
i dont understand this stupid script.
okay, maybe it isnt stupid.
but its confusing.
and confusing is bad.
very bad. very very bad.
especially when you have to present it in a few weeks
actually its week 9-10.
bad enough though ._.
and monologue next week.
even bad-der.
i dont even think thats a word.
and i havent fully memorised the dialogue yet.
let alone the props and minor costumes.

dammit.

2007-04-17T20:01:00.000+08:00

YAYS!
i finally found a nice new blogskin for myself! :DD
looks nice doesnt it? (:
the codes were harder this time round...
cos i put the likes and dislikes thingie in hehe :p
now just to decide what song to put...hmmm...

but homework come first.
-goes to do maths homework ._.-

2007-04-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!
SYF IS OOOVEEEERRR!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
today was fun!
skipped school for the whole day hehe (:
left house at 8.15am, arrived at 8.35am or something.
so early xP
luckily, carmina, eugene, prakash and saranya were all there already
prakash blur, ended up going to school at the usual time LOL!
then we sit there talk crap till 9+ then all the people start to flood in.
and mrs kamal brought us all Tim Tams yayy!! xD
then we started with the stupidly-sticky-and-oil-based-which-means-it-will-never-dry-makeup.
first with the hair.
tie the ponytail so high o.o
then they sprayed the whole ponytail with silver hairspray! :D
after the hair gel that is, to make the whole mess stay in place.
and the silver spray stuff looks more like white, which makes us look OLD....but it still looks super cool!! hahas (:
then the makeup!
gold base this time round though.
looks more..um...metallic xD
then the usual green computer-chippy-thingies-plus-black-wires-combination
and the stupidly wet glitter stuff which goes on the green-boxy-things
then after that we went for lunch, then to hwa chong! :)
somehow, felt super tired on the bus ride, so fell asleep for abit...
then woke up when syl said that she saw people in the hwachong swimming pool LOLS!!
then it was the same stuff....just a bit different. more formal haha.
this time, we unloaded all the stuff to this empty D&T-ish room.
then final touch ups for makeup and costume...
and [oh my goshh! xD] 10mins left~!
then we went to talk to afiqah, hadirah and sakinah, and then it was 5 mins!
scaaaary~~!! :D
then we all went up those scary-ish-dark-ish stairs...6 flights or something.
then we finally reached the nicely airconditioned drama center.
but because it was so silent, it was creepy too hahah
then it was time to preset
then it was time to go
and throughout the 1st part of the play i kept remembering that whole lub-dub thing mrs kamal told us...dont know why it came to mind though xD
and [luckily] the whole thing went off without a hitch!
then we went to strike, and went back up to watch AMK sec.
but when we came up they were already acting so we had to wait ._.
outside in the RAIN.
well not really, cos there was shelter haha.
then they finally finished and we scurried in to watch Yishun Town Sec or something
their play was pretty good i guess. nice use of the swing haha.
then we had to leave, even before seeing Balliester Hill or something
so sad D:
then we went back to the bus, loaded everything and went back to Anderson.
poor prasan [sp] pulled ANOTHER muscle =O
but he made it through the whole play in pain so he was super pain-tolerent :D
then when we got back to school, the seniors [sec 4] had to leave us DDDD:
so sad and she bu de la :(
we're all gonna miss them :'[
then there was pass-over to all the shadow-exco ppl
Bryan, Aliya, Afiqa, Carmina, Afiqah and me :DD
just think, one more year, and Bryan, Aliya and Afiqa will be gone.
and there will only be Carmina, Afiqah and me left as the top ppl for exco
ohmygosh thats scary ._.
but its still a long way to go....
so i might as well enjoy life till then (:

2007-04-15T19:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh! tomorrow is SYF already!!
the nice thing is that we get to skip school for the whole day :DD
the bad thing is that we're SO damn nervous!!!
i really hope we get gold with honours again!
but its scary seeing the band and malay dance all come out with just silvers...
-shudders-
what if we get silver too?! o.o
eeks!
so scary...but exciting too hahas.
hope tomorrow goes off without a hitch!
wish us luck!~
:D

i feel like im playing a game of cludo
clues are given for you to solve the mystery.
some helpful, some not.
but the game seems never ending.

2007-04-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

the glass vase is broken.
it will never be exactly the same again
so I'll glue it slowly,
a piece everyday...
and it might become whole someday.
maybe I'll be careless....
while im trying to glue the pieces back together,
some other pieces might fall off
but there isnt any superglue in life.
nothing is permanant.
and after all....
a whole glass vase with hairline cracks,
is better than no vase at all.

2007-04-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

i miss the past
hate the present
and look forward to the future.

sounds messed up?
thats because thats what i am now.

2007-04-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

after thinking more
i just realised that im LOST
im playing my life by ear
and i dont always do impromptu right...
so i make more mistakes.
when you play impromptu, you have to work well with everyone else
but what if you made a mistake so big that the others cant help?
what if one of the crucial actors decide to make an exit?
will the play fall apart?
what will happen....
i think i already know.

2007-03-31T21:26:00.000+08:00

whee! today went to watch titoudao with all the o lv drama people ^^
met afiqah, hadirah, styfany, sylvia and shafiqa, harris, gerald, abraham, prashan, zaf, shafeeq,and...and... ok i forgot ._. [sry if misspelled any names >.<]
then we all went to city hall! we took the MRT and made alot of noise on the way =P
dno if irritated any of the other passengers on the mrt lols xD
afiqah was branded from head to toe o.o
so rich hahas.
she wear op shirt, converse belt, converse bag, esprit jeans, then nike shoes and even her hair band if from mini toons LOL!
then we finally reached and then squeeeeeeezed into the 2nd mrt.
and i mean SQUEEZE!!
almost couldnt fit all of us into the mrt haha.
then we all extra, stay outside the mrt there wait for syl's daaaarrlliiiing~ xD
[just kidding about the darling part...ltr she come after me with an axe o.o]
then harris kept singing the homegrown tomatoes song and irritated everyone
cos when he sings it, it becomes:
home grown tomatoes, home grown tomatoes,
[then the usuall stuff]
there're only 2 things which money cant buy,
and that's really good *** and home grown tomatoes~
he said it not me =p
then we waited and waited then he finally came.
and so we went
then we met our sec 3 seniors at the basement of bugis mrt or something
so we raced bryan to the national library
and we won woohoo! xD
he say its because of fat people blocking the way but heck care :p
so we went to the national library!
it was really really big....[the library]
and our seats were on the top!
so cool la can see all the people down there haha.
need to lean forward abit to see the full stage though ._.
but the performance was...
SUPER SUPER NICE!!
all the actors were really talented :D
keep making us laugh xD
but there were really sad parts too....
after all, wayang really is dying out...
kinda sad though.
something that so many people have "built"
is going to die out when they retire.
how awful is that? =x
if you dont know where the problem is, how the heck can you fix it?

2007-03-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

stop it. are you even listening?
i said STOP IT. maybe you're ignoring me.
STOP IT NOW. you hurt me enough.
what do you want from me? i have no idea.
i want everything to be the same again. you dont always get what you want
but you wont allow that will you? maybe you're just as hurt as me
i hope this stops.
SOON.

2007-03-24T18:31:00.000+08:00

things are not what they seem.
whats REALLY happening. tell me the truth please.
ohgodidontwanttofallagain...pleasedontletmefall...

2007-03-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

what did i do?
i really dont understand.
it hurts how you're treating us
it hurts so much that no words can explain it
how can we fix something,
when we dont even know what to fix
i DO want to fix it
just show us how.

idontwanttobeleftallalone.idontwanttobeabandoned.

2007-03-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

how to save a life

by The Fray

step one you say we need to talk

he walks you say sit down it's just a talk

he smiles politely back at you

you stare politely right on through

some sort of window to your right

and he goes left and you stay right

between the lines of fear and blame

and you begin to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

and i would have stayed up with you all night

had i known how to save a life

let him know that you know best

cause after all you do know best

try to slip past his defence

without granting innocence

lay down a list of what is wrong

the things you've told him all along

and pray to god he hears you

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

and i would have stayed up with you all night

had i known how to save a life

as he begins to raise his voice

you lower yours and grant him one last choice

drive until you lose the road

or break with the ones you've followed

he will do one of two things

he will admit to everthing

or he'll say he's just not the same

and you'll begin to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend

somewhere along in the bitterness

and i would have stayed up with you all night

had i known how to save a life

you made me waste at least 5 tissues. now they're soaked with tears.

2007-03-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

minying, yujia and zhixin came over to do projects today!
ok, officially its "projects" but then we spent most of our time playing :D
we did the lit proj japan...then we found this festival called Kondom No Hi
-attention is paid towards the 1st word-
xDDD
we did lotsa festivals of jap....then we found out that boy's day is an public holiday while girl's day isnt. how sexist :O
then we talk talk play play....eat eat xD
then zhixin came and they [yujia and minying] thought she looked like a guy x]
they said it. NOT me :DD
then we eat more...play more....work more....and play some more x]]]]]
then we finished the ppt! woohoo!! x)
then minying had to go home D:
so left me yujia and zhixin. and our 3 dolls lol.
then yujia went abit siao and made her doll dance around o.o
but then again we all went abit siao x)
then on the way out when we were walking thru the alley we say zhixin and yujia looks like a couple LOL. cos zhixin looks like the guy then yujia looks like the girl and....
better not continue ltr get killed by them xD
then as they walk away to the opp de bus stop they really look like couple ah....=P
jk
dont kill me! x)

2007-02-22T20:40:00.001+08:00

*stretches*
ahhhh~
finished so many exams today....
we had...chinese, maths and geog.
chinese i [surprisingly] know most of the qns, xcept one....
maths was..ummm...hard? 8 questions only, but many parts for some of them...left one qn blank >.<
geog was ok. i think =/ finished the last question at the last minute though hahas
just 2 more tests to go...then we're FREE :D
cant wait hehe :)
finished art...even though to me it looks like crap ._.
i have a feeling that i did it....wrong?
oh well :/
out of no where...i miss my primary school friends. alot. more than usual. even though i saw some of them last friday. i still miss them... :( [i quote: im not random...i just have a lot of thoughts]
tomorrow's friday...friday is a short day. in technicallity, there are only 4 periods. [plus recess and morning workout]
but there's cca so i can only go home at....6pm -.-
ihatemylifesometimes

2007-02-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

wahahah!
i just found out about a certain someone's blog which she wants to keep a secret xD
so i shall resist the temptation and [for once xD] not tell!
valentine's day is coming....SOON! (:
too bad we have 2 tests on that day >.<
otherwise it would be much nicer hahas.
but its still a nice day (:
cant wait to get a present from my nice nice angel hehes [thanks to her i know who it is now...spoil the fun of the whole game XD]
but i dno what to get for my mortal =/
any ideas?
maybe not lol.
happy valentines day to EVERYONE :D

2007-02-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

somedays brighten up your life for endless days to come
some cast shadows that will follow you for the rest of your days.
figure out which one today is
onlythencanyouseewhatimfeeling

2007-02-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

im tiiiired....
dont ask me why i JUST AM
not everything needs a reason
still sick...but you gotta move on
you ALWAYS have to
im doing the maths homework which i dont understand but im doing anyways which is stupid cause even if i complete the whole thing it doesnt mean its gonna be RIGHT so whats the point of doing it anyway. but maybe im wrong. i USUALLY am.
i just dont know anything anymore
i dont even know myself and how much more hopless can that get

2007-02-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

omg...just went through a MASS flooding. cause of some stupid stupid virus frm tasha [not that its ur fault xP] so this is just a brief warning:
IF YOU SEE A LINK WITH UR EMAIL IN IT AND THE WORDS: "rofl @ you"
DONT EVER CLICK IT. ITS A FREAKING VIRUS THAT MESSES WITH YOUR SYSTEM SO DONT EVER EVER EVER EVER CLICK IT
ok thats it. i better get back to my lit....byes (:

2007-01-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

i didnt realise how many tags ive got....
tag replies:
sylvia: i didnt get any signatures D: i dont like kimchi either xP and atc wouldnt be fun without you too darling :D

aliya: yea korea was really nice thku (:

yujia: very very very very late merry christmas to you too :D

winnie jie: nah i'll just let the link stay there. im lazy lol

yujia: belated happy new year too xDDD

jacq: hie! which jacq are you o.o bye! (:

cheryl: was the ahem subtextual? lol just jk. and rmb to ask more questions LOL

jien: yes i know thats why i put yujian on my blog lol. i miss 6C o5 ALOT too D: are you going back for cny?

yujia: i like it mah =D

channing/billy: yes i know carmina rocks thku xD

chooithyng: thats why i chose it :D are you going back for cny too?
><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>><><><><><><><><<><><>
yesterday we met our sec 1 juniors :D
they all soo CUUTEEE!!~
but then some of them so shy dun dare go play charades lol.
but then again we were like that too xDD
then at the end of the party we all kope the sweets meant for the sec ones MUAHHAHA! (:
then all the seniors stay back play with the balloons :D
it seemed like the seniors were more high than the juniors LOLSS
then we left the mps and went down stairs where we saw aliya and the rest of our seniors PLAYING IN THE RAIN!!
so we [me and syl] were like...LETS GO! xD
then we play play play in the nice cooling rain and spun around and around and around~~
then we go make the atc pledge lols. all hold hands in the rain and say it
then we all got high[again!] in the nice rain~

~let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams~

~let it wash away my sanity~

~cause i wanna hear the thunder i wanna scream~
~let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams~

2007-01-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

you see....
me and syl went to the canteen after school and saw this guy sitting at a table. he was wearing long pants [which means upper sec duh] then he had a yellow name tag....[sec 4]...and he was wearing glasses. thats all i remember about HIS FACE. then the thing that we really really remembered was that....uhh.....he umm......was picking his nose. in clear view of a great deal of other ppl. he didnt even do it secretivly lol. and what's more disgusting was that he -i know this is sick ok....- he actually ate the stuff -yes i know...EUW!!!!- and yeah. so we were freaked out by the scene and went to drama and told prakash [sry if spelling wrong...i suck at names xP], afiqa and bryan but afiqah [the big one :D] didnt believe us lol.
yes i know that was random....i just thought it was interesting and worth posting :D

hey dont be so sad...just grit ur teeth and bear it....it will go away one day. you will always have ppl around you to help when you need it (:

2007-01-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

whee
its friday again (:
weekend's coming~~~
but then monday's coming too D:
had drama today....
so fun go inspire town do crap :D
sit there watch syl "seduce" ppl x)
and half pull down soma's pants LOL
as well as drool [literal drool] over SOMEONE ;D
then the real fun started when we played truth or dare :DDDD
most of us chose truth, then carmina chose dare lol
big mistake xD
she was forced to go up onto the table in inspire town and do the jellyman dance~~
~soma is a JELLYMAN!!~~~
~soma is a JELLYMAN!!~~~
JELLYMAN JELLYMAN JELLYMAN!!!!~~~
xP yes i know we are cruel muahahaha :D [soma pls dont take offence to this post yeah?]
with sylvia of cos
and it was all on tape muahahahhaha~~~~~~~~~
then more truths came out....
2 more dares one mine and one syl's
syl seduced rahardi [sry if i spell wrong ><] lols
then they forced me to say something that shall never be heard again
yeah
then we got our billboard thingies
then went -uh..- to the mps/home
one week passed again....
a few thousand more to go
oh well

p.s. thku sylvia and carmina :D you guys made me feel much better

2007-01-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

sighs
abit bored at home =/
nothing to do except homework
aw crap
tution starting tomorrow ):
sighs
finally stopped raining at my house....
maybe the clouds ran out of rain =P just like how i ran out of tears last week
did you realise,
that it always rains for a shorter period of time
if in that period of time it rains like siao
for around 5 - 10 mins? just like how people cry
but if it drizzles,
it can go on for the whole day just like how some people weep, and tear
and even after it stops,
the floor will be covered with water
for hours, even a day just like how your mood changes after a long cry
but it always dries up
thanks to the sun which always shines after a stormjust like a smile which makes me happy

2007-01-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

its raining....
again
looks like the sky's sad as well :(

2006-12-29T11:40:00.000+08:00

a very long joke i gt frm a maple forum:
[read it, its worth it(: ]

A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students.
The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"
Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rdgrade too!"
Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principals office.
While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test.
If he failed to answer any of his questions he wasto go back to the 1st grade and behave.
She agreed.
Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry: "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Harry: "36."

And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.
The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her,
"I think Harry can goto the 3rd grade."
Ms. Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him some questions."
The principal and Harry both agreed.

Ms. Brooks asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"
Harry, after a moment: "Legs."
Ms. Brooks: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
The principal wondered why would she ask such a question!
Harry replied: "Pockets."
Ms. Brooks: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?"
Harry: "Pants."
Ms Brooks: What starts with a C, ends with a T, is hairy, oval,delicious and contains thin, whitish liquid?"
Harry: "Coconut."
The principal sat forward with his mouth hanging open.
Ms. Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
The principals eyes opened really wide and before he could stop the answer,
Harry replied, "Bubble gum."
Ms. Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting downand a dog does on three legs?"
Harry: "Shake hands."
The principal was trembling.
Ms. Brooks: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means alot of heat and excitement?"
Harry: "Firetruck."
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher,
"Put Harry in the fifth-grade, I got the last seven questions wrong. "

i didnt make the whole thing up, im nt that sick -.- maple down for server check so we all sianning looking at stuff on the net....
we luv cake <3 :DD

2006-12-27T21:08:00.001+08:00

maybe revenge isnt the way to go in life
somethings happen due to karma [if you believe in it]
[or if not you see it as a coincidence]
somethings happen on their own
its up to you to see it
its all in your mind

2006-12-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

i.am.going.to.kill.you.soon.if.you.dont.stfu.NOW.
yes i am talking about you who makes my life hell from time to time. you keep pulling out the wretched past and pull it into the once-promising future. you make me sick at times. one day i will have my revenge. but till then i will grit my teeth and bear it. until that faithful day. on that day i will have my revenge. trust me.

2006-12-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

im going to korea in...
30mins!
ok,not really
its going to the airport in 30mins hehe
oopps...forgot to pack something
byebyes!

2006-12-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

ive given up
and it feels great

2006-12-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh...so tired....
by the time reach home almost 8pm le..x.X
today so fun...so tiring oso...
1st day on the job ma! must get used to it..
so sad cant go on wednesday...byebye free pizza...T_T
and before anyone says "go take a day's leave la!"
i asked already ok.
my mother classifies it as "having no sense of commitment" =.=
to me,
WHAT IS THE FREAKING PROBLEM?!?!
its just one day's leave!
me and geo were planning on having that day off anyway!
.....
sometimes parents just dont make sense
but u still have to live with them right?
so lets just grit our teeth and bear it
*sigh*

2006-12-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

nv post for so long cos nth interesting happening in my life, so of cos nth to post cos i dun wan post crap ;p went to syl's blog just nw, found out that she was HOT, married to danny and had KIDS, and the word FEAR wasnt in her dictionary xD (if u wanna see all this suff, go her blog. i liked her under "sylvia", duh! xD)
besides all that stuff, i saw 2 very nice and meaningful stuff...so im gonna do some "ctrl-c-ctrl-v-ing" (aka copy and paste xD)

I AM THANKFUL:

FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT

BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE

FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO,

BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES

BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE.

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT

BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH WHO SINGS OFF KEY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS

BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

FOR TOO MUCH EMAILS

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO CARE AND THINK OF ME.

nice? we should always remember to be thankful for wad we have ^^

alright...2nd one now~

Slow Dance

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

To all who's reading this, it's written by a special girl who will leave this world due to cancer. This young girl has six months to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter to everyone telling them to live their life to the fullest, since she never will. She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own.

sometimes, you need certain things or people to remind you that someday, every living thing that we treasure in life will die, whether we want it to stay or to leave asap.

so while we still have them around, we should treasure them right?

dont live through life in a mad rush...

slow down once in a while to enjoy it

i forgot who said this *it must be kinda reccent cos i dont have gd memory...*

when ur on ur deathbed, what will be around you?

countless awards and trophies?

or people who u touched with you're love

and they treasure you

at you're deathbed,

which one will matter to you the most?

maybe you guys might think that this is totally irrevelent to this topic

but it just popped into my head when i read this poem ok?

*OH YES! it was mrs lee!!!*

so when you realise you're rushing through life

think about the reason you're rushing

and always take some time off to smell the roses

if nothing lasts forever,

will you be my nothing?

[and to CERTAIN PPL who read this, there is no underlying meaning whatsoever =.=]

2006-11-26T10:07:00.000+08:00

*sniffs*
im sick...
thanks to the rain on friday
walked home in the rain as well
then at night kept sneezing
called mom and daddy
they said dont go to sch for the carnival
sighs.
so missed the carnival
realised tt yujia oso didnt go O.O
lol. its over anyways....
still sleepy...
but after that dream i had
i dont think i dare to go back to sleep
sighs *yawn*
i think better go clear email inbox
100+ already x.x
maybe i'll post later
cya!

2006-11-24T09:13:00.000+08:00

sighs....
woke up at 7am today...
dont ask me why.
i just did.
then couldnt fall asleep again...
sighs...
gotta go sch ltr
open hse is tmrw
so going to set up the atc booth with syl, afiqah and bryan
at least ends early
so can come back home and do job advancement in maple =XX
sighs...
mom and daddy went to taipei this morning
when i say "morning" i mean like
REALLY REALLY early. *they left at 5am for god's sake =.=*
coming back on sunday night...
missing them already...
sighs....
might go to work at my aunt's shop soon
earn some money lolx
geo wants to go too...
dno if can yet
sighs...
i wish we could all live in a fantasy world
i wish we could all do the things that we love
i wish that we could have people we love with us for eternity
but life doesnt always work that way.
we dont always get what we wish for
sometimes we get something totally different

2006-11-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

whees
went to the drama audition...
currently in process of reconsidering...
scared make wrong desicion... =x
sighs
oh ya....
finally got yujian as blog song!!!
lols. must be happy abt the small things in life...
lunch funn 2day hahas
went to eat instant noodles with syl and rebecca
then meet with afiqah, hadirah and vivien *sorry if i got ur name wrong!! ><"*
sit there drink bubble tea talk crap...
talk abt watermelons x)
then laugh at sylvia's AHEM choice
then went back...
perform
go home
nth much.
cos nth to do then blog hehes
a very sian way to pass time....
*announcement: WE ARE BEING OVER RUN BY VICIOUS UNDERWATER PIGS!*
(: byee!

2006-11-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

nth to do...so went blog hopping lols [one of the most interesting/boring activities, a sure sign of sianness, interesting/boring depends on who's blog u visit]
went to yujia's blog...then sylvia's. then saw this story on her blog. she said it was frm a chain mail or something.....* content of story is directly copied frm sylvia's blog*

A Girl and a Guy were speeding down the road over 100km/h on a motorcycle.

Girl : Slow down, I'm scared.

Guy : No, this is fun.

Girl : No it's not! Please it's too scary!

Guy : Then tell me you love me.

Girl : Fine I love you. Slow down!

Guy : Now give me a BIG hug [ Girl hugs him ]

Guy : Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

In the paper the next day : A motorcycle had crashed into a building. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived.

[ Wondering why? ]

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

sweet right??? nth better to blog abt, so come and do some copy-paste-ing lols. ok, i go do other stuffs ler. byes! (:

2006-11-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

t.i.r.e.d
very very very tired
thanx to atc camp
which lasted 3days [lucky nt overnite o.o]
1st day amazing race
run all arnd ang mo kio
find exco members at the weirdest places
like the sumo one hahas
at last came back to sch
drop 1/2 dead at mps
drop the other 1/2 when saw bryan showing the dancing videos
[i was under pressure!!! i was forced to the solo!!!]
carmina gave me her choco lols
thenn....forgot wad happened =x

2nd day....err....oh ya. arobics for 1hr 15min
non stop x.x
its like the music was never ending....
after arobics is puppetery talk
the puppets are kinda spooky...
looks lyk gonna come alive... *wooooo~*
then puppetery workshop
actually was going for devising...
bt then gt extra slot
so run all the way up to art room
realise there is NO extra slot =x
class of 15 became class of 16
the extra 1 ><
it was like going back to P1 art class
use paper plate, straw, construction paper...
the end product oso looks like P1 work lol
no time to string the puppets....

3rd day....uhh....oh
warmups. dog and bone #16 was a *AHEM* interesting match....
then go puppetery again
strung the puppets.
hard to control ><"
went for lunch
ate....and drank lols
then walk to the "romantic spot" [name by sakinah] wif syl and carmina
met minyi and cheryl there
eating oranges O.O
then go take fotos with the goalpost xDDD
and the bridge
[and completely disregarded the ("O" lv examination OUT OF BOUNDS) sign =X]
took videos of carmina and syl fighting over the goalpost xDDDDDD
went to cre8 the play for the puppets
ended up wif a lame version of cinderella
went to mps to perform it....
puppet strings were tangled X.X
had to untangle them...
finished the play
listened to mrs kamal's "talk"
went opposite after the camp to bubble tea shop
went wif syl and bryan *felt damn extra xD*
ate cup noodles, fried chicken and bubble tea!
talk and talk and talk and felt even more extra hahas
then went home
dropped dead on bed
almost slept thru dinner ><
after dinner fell asleep after using com....

sleep is nice...u can forget everything that happened
everything that is happening
everything that is going to happen
anything that u want to forget

2006-11-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

i realised its important to speak good english. even on the net. especially on maple. this following excerpt of a conversation is taken from maple sea, found in a forum [asiasoft forum]

A: hey dear wana go orbis?
B : ok sure, let go
A: huh?
B: wad u mean 'huh'?? let go la..
A: let go of wat?!
B: let go orbis la...
A: wad u mean??.. im not holding on to orbis?! (at this time i kinda 40% figured out wht she was saying)
B: no la, let go orbis, u noe u and me on the ship dere
A: ooh, u mean LETS go
B: yaya okok.....now quick let go!
*off to elinia*...

footnotes~~
~A is gf/bf with B
~orbis is an island in maplestory
~u gotta take a ship there
~elinia is a town in maplestory where u take the ship

so u gotta speak good english to be understood well.
especailly in situations like these (:

*due to excessive questioning/asking/threathening/insistance, the nice nice person who gave me this excerpt asked to be reconized. she is *behold!!!~* the great georgia. aka geo aka cle12ic aka a freaking chiongster (:

2006-11-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

still sianning at home....
nth much to do...
except for homework which i dun wan do :D

it keeps raining outside...
maybe cant have bbq anymore lols
its like this when i gt nth to do
that i think too much
way too much
about things...that i dont wanna think about
sometimes they're pointless
sometimes they're important
i think and think and think and think and think
untill my head hurts....
i wish i could make this stop

2006-11-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

eeh...tagged by yujia to do another quiz lols. at least this one shorter.....

name 20 people and answer the questions below. after which, tag 13 ppl to do this quiz....
*simple note to those who bother to read this: after seeing yujia do the quiz...realised that put more guys in more fun lol. so i pick them by random dont come chasing after me to ask why i pick some ok????*

1.yujia
2.rae
3.sylvia
4.yun shun
5.minying
5.cheryl [lim]
6.zhixin
7.adeline
8.teng hong
9.georgia
10.tracy
11.jien nee
12.yun xun
13.janice
14.yong xiang
15.hong teng
16.stephanie
17.brindha
18.bo yao
19.aik meng
20.sandra
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1. how did u meet #14? [yong xiang]
1/5 2006! met as classmate then frisbee mate

2.what would you do if you never met #1? [yujia]
i would be really really lonely....and i would never have tried out audition! xD

3.what would you do if #20 and #9 dated? [sandra and georgia]
I WOULD LAUGH MY ASS OFF!!! they know each other....and ONE OF THEM already has someone in mind....so its impossible =p

4.would #6 and #14 make a good couple? [zhi xin and yong xiang]
lol. interesting question....bt then zhi xin already gt someone liaos....haha (:

5.describe #3 [sylvia]
my jie ^^. really nice and fun to be around. also sleeps around alot XDDD. (joking about the sleeping around part of course!)

6.do you think #8 is attractive? [teng hong]
lols....give me the definiton of attractive. er...he's very cute though lols [the pinch-ur-cheeks sorta cute. lol]

7.tell me something abt #7 [adeline]
hmm...vollyballer...laughs alot....like chocolate....and very cute hahas

8. do u know anything abt #12's family? [yun xun]
er...has a younger bro (yun sheng).... a mom a dad....cousins shermain and marcus. i think thats all...oh yes...oso gt 2 grand parents.

9.what is #10's favourite? [tracy]
er...favourite what? out of contact for quite sometime anyways.... T_T

10.what would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you? [jien nee]
lols. very impossible. she's a gal. im a gal. none of us are les lols.

11.what language does #15 speak? [hong teng]
errr, english and chinese?

12.who is 18 going out with? [bo yao]
lols. i dno. no one i THINK. (think only arh...if wrong dont come after me...)

13. what is ur relationship with #16 and hw old is he/she? [stephanie]
friend, classmate, and she's 13 like me =D

14. when was the last time you talked to #13? [janice]
the day sch closed i think

15.who's #2's favourite singer? [rae]
duno. =x

16.would you date #4? [yun shun]
LOL. nope. fren only. havent met in long time oso....lols. bt never date thku =)

17.would you date #14? [yongxiang]
shouldnt be ba...dont think so. same as 16. just classmate/fren.

18.is #15 single? [hong teng]
should be. unless u count the famous merlion! xD

19.wad is #10's last name? [tracy]
Lim! just like me hahas

20. would you ever consider being in a relationship with #6? [zhi xin]
lols. nope. same thing. both nt les =D

21. what school does #3 go to? [sylvia]
anderson. just like me and alot of the other ppl on this list

22.where does #4 live? [yun sheng]
forgot ler. and i nv visited his house anyway

23.wads ur favourite thing abt #5? [minying]
very very nice....smiles alot....always willing to talk to me abt maple (:

24.what do u think abt #13? [janice]
luvs her cca [SJAB] alot alot alot hahas

25.what do #4 and #19 have in common? [yun shun and aikmeng]
err...both are guys? lol. cant think of any others....

26.what special quailities does #17 hold in ur life? [brindha]
always smiling and can always say nice nice stuff abt others...although can get vulgar when angry xD

ppl tagged:
1.janice
2.jien nee
3.stephanie
4.sylvia
5. sandra
6. cannot think of any other ppl who will not kill me after asking them to do this quiz lols. if i nv write ur name, bt u wanna do, be my guest (:
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FINALLY DONE. whew. that was long.....yay can post this thing and go do other stuff ler hahas. bye!!!