slowly suffocating. dying. drowning. all in your presence. yuck. still sick. and so many pills to take after every meal. i drank more water in those 5minutes than in 2hours -.- and the pills so small... i cant even tell if i swallowed the pill at all.
freezing cold on the outside, yet swelteringly hot inside...
the world is making me sick.
the world was so much simpler when we were young wasnt it. things were so clear cut and plain to see. no playing around with words no beating about the bush no deception. if you didnt like someone, you would just tell them. no need for acting nice for courtesy's sake, no need for you to lie your way through life. so simple, so clear cut....no one ever does that anymore. its all about making everything seem right...when it just isnt. the world was so much simpler when there was nothing to hide. i miss the simplicty. if only, we could have lived out lives without taking a single wrong turn. if only, we could have lived in a kinder world, a world without fear. a world where nobody would get hurt, or hurt themselves. a world where only right things are being done. if only there was a shortcut, for us to reach out to... a kind, compassionate world we all long for. "you've made a mistake" "you're an idiot" its easy to say such irresponsible things...only because it's someone else's life you're talking about. if only, we could live our lives without taking a single wrong turn. but there is no such thing...sometimes we fail...sometimes we trip...sometimes we get lost...make mistakes...we just have to keep going...walk one step at a time on our own two feet...even if we get bruised along the way....we'll all reach our destination someday, a place where people we love, and people who love us, will be waiting for us....that i pray for...
cassandra
anderson secondary 6Charitian of OLGC
2/5'er of Anderson Sec
ATC`ian! exco member!
8th june '93
SHE...
...can be very contradicting
...is a sweet and candy addict
...loves dreaming about anything and everything
...has a thing for smiling and laughing at weird times
...loves all her friends and family alot
...likes the rain and cant stand the heat
...can be slow at understanding things so please excuse her
...does not like the dark
...wishes she were more outspoken and brave
...likes taking photos as long as she isnt in the photo
...can get emotionally-unstable at times but just let her be
...usually doesnt like being alone
...despises long distance running
