im being exceptionally ramdom today cos its so sian....
oh my god....i just realised... if im already so sianed now... how the hell am i gonna live past the next two months plus o.0 / T_T / -__- / =o
i am so dead.....
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @ 4:31 PM
yays.!!! its the 2nd last dae of sch!!! bt oso quite saddening lols. nxt yr sec two lers....ahh. shouldnt think too much hahas. today supposed to have atc meet...bt then last minute cancel =/ posphone till tml....haiyo. so ma fan lols. so nth to do...already tell mummy and ah ma nt going home so soon...so go wif syl, afiqah and hadirah to opposite buy bubble tea and slurpy, go the famous "lychee pavilion" lols. [we read as *paa-vee-lie-on* lols] sit down chit chat, talk crap haha. then saw cheryl and carmina. then they oso stop by and sit down. talk talk talk talk talk talk lol. then sian le, go playground play. read the sign, says: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX .....this facility is only fit for use for 5 to 12 year olds with parental supervision....X xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. lols. we 13 ler. and no parents what to do? two words: DONT CARE!!!! LOLS. we go stand on the wobbly-wobbly-thingy-thingies *lols* then take photos. just nice. enough wobbly-wobbly-thingy-thingies for all of us. bt then i stay on *flat land* to take the photos hahas. take alot alot of them. some candid, some weird weird poses and some in-between hahas. then we move to the silde part of the playground take 1 more candid and 1 more posed. all so nice hehes. then went back to sch wif carmina and sylvia, go 1/5, sit down wif angie and adeline talk crap lols. including a 'report BOOK' hahas. then leave sch...walk towards bus stop, talking more crap lolx.
reminder: if u wanna see the rest of the photos, u gotta "say pleeeaaasseeeeeee". if u were there u would understand =Pp
Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 6:44 PM
you yes YOU you came into my life as a friend so many years ago it seemed okay then u started to mess it up mess it up real bad so bad it wasnt at all like it was before i thought i could get rid of you but u stuck to me just like glue it made me so mad but i had to keep it in as much as i regret it u were now a part of my life unfortunatly it made me even more angry not at you but at myself that i didnt stop it earlier its like u couldnt leave my life alone u "wanted" to make it better but u just made it worse it angered me so much but i just couldnt say it you made me build up my tolerance towards people people like you you gave me so many reasons to compete with you i had to resist i had to but i couldnt i tried i failed it just became worse u lie and "joke around" so much its become a habit i think. too bad its ur loss if you have nothing better to say dont say anything at all its better for every one this way it keeps the peace of the world
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 10:23 PM
reminder to self: dont ever buy 1018 or 1810 as 4D number. it is unlucky.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 10:40 AM
problem: your heart breaks when you think about a certain situation how to solve it: stop thinking about it. but i just cant
problem: you are lonely and want company how to solve it: go look for someone. but no one is around
problem: some people make you feel weird and messed up how to solve it: avoid them. but they are all around me
problem: thinking about some people make me want to cry how to solve it: dont think about them. forget them. but they are forever in my mind
problem: you want to say something to someone but u dont dare how to solve it: 1) find the courage to tell them. but im still scared
2) keep it to yourself and never tell. but that will bring me back to square 1
Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 4:14 PM
COFFEEADDICTS ROCK!!!!! XDDD i noe its abit late....bt went to study for chinese hahas. so much fun that day...abit rush bt oso very very fun =) we the 3rd to act [out of 4 grps] so got to see other's grps 1st hehes. we used our own stereo cos cheryl say the MPS one is abit siao siao hahas. then cheryl provide the nice nice nice bread. 2 pieces lols. 1 for me 1 for arvind. THANK YOU!!!! the pic is nice right?!?!??! we took it after the play. after seeing 1/4's plays oso. theirs oso very nice =) the last one gt alot of props lols. actually we took 2 photos bt then the 2nd one was ruined. by yong xiang =p so i just put this nice niceee one hahas. we got 38/50. not bad right? lols. a perfect A1. hope that can bring up the KPK project marks =x i wanna get an A1!!!! we actually got a 37.5/40.....bt then somehw mrs lee/mrs kamal raised it by half a pt lol today was the HCL exam..i die lers....i scared......T.T i wish can forget abt it and revise for my maths and home ec bt then...i just cant =x still so very very scared.....ahhh. shouldnt worry about it...shouldnt worry abt it.....shouldnt worry abt it........ its like the exam season os fast over!!!! *not that its a problem. its good! really!* bt then...once exam season over...that means the school year gonna be over soon....next year we're gonna be sec twos ler....so fast. then after next year sec threes liao....aiyo. im getting a headache just thinking about it xD. shouldnt think so far ahead la. just get thru the next 2 papers. yes. then think about the future..... i wonder what the future will be like......
*photo- [from left to right] front row: hong teng[maria], me [musician], michelle [chorus] middle row: cheryl[ A, mother], yujia [chorus], janice [sound] back row: edmund[lighting], arvind[doctor], adeline[madeline] ~coffeeaddicts rock! =)~
Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 1:56 PM
i want to be strong but instead i feel weak i want to be happy but in the end i feel sad i want to be smart but i feel stupid i would like to be brave but at the last moment i back out i want to smile every day but sometimes i frown i never want to cry again but i still do in a moment of weakness i want to help my friends when they need me but at last i just add to their burdens i want to be surrounded by friends but im actually just standing all alone i want to live in a fantasy but reality is what im in i want to live like life is a fairytale but...fairytales arnt real
but i just cant iwanttotellhimthetruth...butimjusttooscared
Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 5:00 PM
i've put this off long enough ler..... thx syl for waiting and not pestering me to do it XDD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 1.full name: Lim Ee Lok Cassandra 2.name backwards: ardnassac kol ee mil [woah] 3.were u named after someone: dun think so laa.i dont think my parents knew about the greek lady 4.meaning of name: *from dictionary*Cassandra- someone who always says that something very bad is going to happen and who therefore is not listened to.[woah. chimology] yu le- everlasting happyness!!! [yay =D] 5.nickname: cassie, cass, cassette tape and the most reccent, casablanca *=(* 6.stage name :nope, none =) 7.DOB: 8th june 1993 8.place of birth: thompson medical, SINGAPORE 9.nationality: singaporean =) 10.current location: ermm, my house in serangoon? XD 11.starsign: gemini (: [split personality hahas] 12. no 12? 13.height: 157.5m [im opmistic-I WILL GROW] 14.weight: 45.5kg 15.shoe size: duno. last checked is 6. bt nv buy shoes in long time hahas 16.hair colour: blackish-brownish 17.eyecolour: brown 18.who do u look like?: hahas. my mummy and daddy lor. bt i look more like my daddy 19.inner or outtie: innie 20.lefty or rightie: RIGHT!!!! 21.gay/bi/straight/others: VERY VERY STRAIGHT 22.best frens: ermm...*so hard to pick...* rae, tracy, yujia, sylvia, georgia...of cos gt more bt these are the main few ba. 23.best friends u trust most: rae, yujia syl 24.favourite pals: georgia, rae, yujia, cheryl, indu, brindha...erm...cannot think of any more hahas XD 25.best friends of opp sex: duno =P26.best buddies: look abv. the ans is summarised in #22, 23, 24 27.girlfriend/boyfriend: nopes =D 28.crush: if u noe, it means i trust u.. if u duno...try and get it out of me =) 29.parents: luv them both. ALOT! 30.enemy: too time consuming to hate someone. 31.favourite online guy: danny, jun wei 32.favourite online gal: syl, yujia, geo 33.no question again...*hey syl. isit u blur and read wrong??!?!?!* 34.craziest frens: abraham, geo, danny 35.advice frens: YUJIA!!!! 36.loudest friends: cheryl, indu, brindha *mostly accidental for brindha XDD* 37.person u cry with: yujia and syl. once with each. 38.sister: none. but gt god-jies and god-meis 39.brothers: none again. still got god-kors and god-di 40.pets: none, unfortunatly 41.any diseases?: nope. unless u count carelessness as one 42.pager: arnt pagers already in museums? o.0 43.personal phoneline: hp isit? 44.cellphone: i dont give my number to strangers XDD 45.lava lamp: *syl! u spell wrong laa* none, but one would be nice =) 46.pool or hot tub: depends on the weather hahas. 47.car: of cos none laa. but i wan a licence hehe 48.personality: ermm....duno. abit slow. very careless. and...jumps to conclusions alot. 49.driving: no licence la. -.- look at #47 50.dream car: duno. any nice one will do 51.room: yes i have my own room. extreamly messy hahas 52.what is missing: in my life? lots of stuff that i want...but u have to be contented wif wad u already have right? 53.schools: kinderland...MGS....CHIJ OLGC...anderson sec =D 54.bed: yes. got one. with frame. but currently pilled with books 55.relationship with parents: usually quite good. 56.believe in urself: sometimes its hard...but try to 57.believe in luv at 1st sight: YESYESYESYES!!!! 58.good listener: i guess. i gt 9/10 for listing compreh okay??? 59.get along well wif parents?: yeah. usually. sometimes.... 60.save msn convos?: only if SOMEONE promises me something..*winks* 61.pray: i guess at times... 62.believe in reincarnation: some times. 63.make fun of ppl: ermm....yes? XDD 64.likes talking on the phone?: yesyesyesyes...a habit discouraged by mummy and daddy hahas 65.want to get married?: hmm...i guess. bt nt sure. i still so young!!! 66.want to drive?: YES!!!!!! 67.motion sickness?: only on plane...but now less ler 68.eat stem of broccoli:dun like it that much but...yeah 69.eat chicken with fork?:i guess. sometimes wif hands haha 70.dream colour:i like alot lehh....lets see...red, blu, silver, black and more... 71.type in ur fingers in home roll: whaaa...? 72.sleep with stuffed toys:yes! i luv max haha 73.next to u now is a: ermm...mouse? handphone? glasses? computer screen? 74.walls of ur room: pale bluish-green with a nice poster of tiger cubs =) 75.on ur mouse pad: *pork chop and friends* regrettably enough...pigs. 76.dream car: how come so many car questions? o.0 and i dont have a licence laa.... 77.dream date:duno. 78.dream honeymoon spot: havent even gotten married think about honeymoon spot.... 79.dream husband/wife: duno. 80.bedtime: depends on day...mood...sleepyness level XD 81.under ur bed: erm...boxes..dust? 82.single most important questions: o.0 83.bad time of the day: when ur forced to wake up... 84.worst fear: hmm..alot so wun state =) 85.the weather:cloudy...but alot of sunlight 86.time:5.07pm 87.date:october 1st 2006, sunday *CHILDREN'S DAY!!!!!!!* 88.best trick did on someone: duno. cant remember ler.... 89.theme song: dun have one 90.hardest time of growing: huhh? 91.funniest experience: too many =) 92.scariest experience: alot alot alot 93.silliest thing i have said: lots...but even more in my head which i didnt say out 94.most despo & funniest thing i have said: i have only been in co-ed school for less than 1 yr. hw many u wan me to do??? 95.scariest thing when u are with ur frens: duno. not many ba 96.worst feeling: being rejected, alone, sad >< 97.best feeling: being loved, feeling happy =D 98.SIX MORE PPL TO BE SABO-ED!!!! -MICHELLE -ALIYA -YUJIA -MIN YING -SANDRA -CHOOI THYNG xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx yay!!! finally done!!!
HER.
cassandra
anderson secondary 6Charitian of OLGC
2/5'er of Anderson Sec
ATC`ian! exco member!
8th june '93
SHE...
...can be very contradicting
...is a sweet and candy addict
...loves dreaming about anything and everything
...has a thing for smiling and laughing at weird times
...loves all her friends and family alot
...likes the rain and cant stand the heat
...can be slow at understanding things so please excuse her
...does not like the dark
...wishes she were more outspoken and brave
...likes taking photos as long as she isnt in the photo
...can get emotionally-unstable at times but just let her be
...usually doesnt like being alone
...despises long distance running
